SAINT AND SANATANA

While I was strolling through the valleys of Jaimini Hills recently during late midnight hours out of my spiritual interest to feel intangible conversations of invisible creatures possessing material sensibilities partly but using supernatural signs completely, I came across a heavenly talk between a young and highly attractive saint and an equally beautiful and inspiring Indian beauty near Himachal Pradesh. The following is the text version of their short talk decoded and typed by me using my extrasensory powers prevalent exclusively during those hours sanctified by me applying my sublime energy suitable to such contexts.

Sanatana: I have been waiting for long to talk with you for a few minutes. I am deeply impressed by your bodily attraction and spiritual growth, a rare combination of physical and mental brilliance to be found in this material world. Your body is shining with beauty. Your mind is filled with spiritual thoughts.

Saint: Ordinary human beings cannot see me with their material eyes. Let me know why and from where you came to this hilly region? When millions of ordinary Indian girls are craving material joys and comforts, what brought you here? I have no passion for this material world but compassion for you.

Sanatana: Thank you for your nominal interest in my material existence. I was born in 1990 at a village in Maharashtra to very rich parents as only daughter. I was educated and brought up very comfortably. Slowly I realized that I cannot rely on anybody or anything in this world though everything seems easily accessible to me. Especially pain and death all around me transformed my attitude towards life in this world a lot. One may be a billionaire or a magician with extraordinary skills and capacity to do many things but one is unable to bring happiness and comforts into the lives of even those closely associated to one. It means nobody has control on his life or on those of others. Everybody is playing a helpless role imposed by somebody else. Many things in this world are happening according to a perfect order. I consider him God. I think He is managing the occurrences in this world. Based on my study of many religious and spiritual books, I realized that bliss associated with God is permanent unlike the one we see in this material world. One day I left my house and came to this place after many enquiries about a serene and holy place where saints can be seen after a thorough spiritual struggle inside. I meditated God for about two years sitting silently in a cave, consuming fruits, nuts and leaves available in my surroundings. Slowly I started sensing the presence of holy beings like you. That’s how I came to feel your presence and get attracted towards your achievements. I am feeling blissful in your presence.

Saint: It’s wonder to know that a splendid beauty like you with so much of wealth and loving parents behind chose this difficult path while very young. Everybody that takes a birth in this material world possesses the qualities of similar creatures. A monkey behaves like other monkeys. A hunter thinks like another hunter. We generally find uniformity in characteristics of creatures in this material world. However, very few, who realize the power of God on many things occurring in this world, struggle to come out of this painful and transient sphere of human life. I am happy to know that you chose this path.

Sanatana: My spiritual growth is less compared to yours. I often feel lonely and lost recalling my association with my possessive parents and close friends. I somehow managed to suppress those feelings and focus deeply on God. Unless I get some of my doubts clarified by you, I cannot avoid my passion for the attractions in this world. One may fall off this spiritual process at any time, even after many years of meditation and realization of God, because the evil attractions here are so powerful and misguiding. Once I know the brilliance of this path, I cannot be tempted to fall back into that mire of human relationships and bonds. My awareness and passion for God must always guide me towards Him.

Saint: Many take fast decisions being compelled by some adverse conditions around them but withdraw themselves from those resolutions because transformation is not as easy and simple as we imagine before entering that critical process. We should despise what we have loved the most till that time. We must be ready to taste bitter foods leaving all tasty ones around. We should lose passion for this body. So many changes should happen within us and our behavior once we decide to transform completely. Many cannot withstand the ordeals on this tough path. So, they drop off it at any time just like that. I am glad that you achieved a degree of spiritual growth whereby you are able to feel my presence and talk to me. Every great soul should help other souls to transform from material bondage to divine realization. Considering your passion for realization of God, I would answer many of your questions. Remember that spiritual progress occurs slowly. There are stages of evolution in this journey also. I may not be able to answer all your questions. I have been meditating for the last 20 years. I achieved moderate spiritual status only. Still there is a long process ahead of me to be faced and achieved bravely and patiently.

Sanatana: God must be kind to all. He is like a kind father to all the creatures in this world but some are suffering with difficulties and inevitable pains and some are celebrating their lives with much wealth and happiness. Why these many differences among the creatures made by God? I am confused.

Saint: This material world is like a huge playground prepared by God. We call it universe in our terms as ordinary human beings. Earth planet is a little bit in His creation of wonders and mysteries. He creates various souls initially and leaves them in this playground. Thereafter He simply watches the game of their lives and struggles in that playground like a neutral observer. Based on what those souls are doing with various body forms in a series of lifetimes, they accumulate an account of their own, which they must spend lifetime after lifetime. It is what we call Karma. Initially all souls have merits only. In course of time, due to the impact of God’s magic on various souls, they get into evil and remain there taking it as real wealth and happiness. God allows every soul to pass through millions of lifetimes to get astray unbelievably. It is like an innocent hero in a feature film committing many mistakes or doing wonders taking himself as an extraordinary person with exceptional qualities and ultimately realizing that he is almost nothing compared to God. We call it climax. A soul takes hundreds of years to search for its originator; that is God. Various players play differently in this longest game of spiritual journey planned and executed by God. If you are suffering, it’s because of what you did once and if you are happy now, it is also because of what you did once. God remains active much during the origin of a soul and its immersion in Him ultimately. He allows each soul to accumulate Karma of its own and live it until it reaches its destination towards the end of that long journey. We are all objects of game in His playground. He is the intelligent director and curious spectator of that longest drama in this creation. A father can cause birth to a creature but how it lives and dies is not in his hands in our familiar material world also. God also likes to play such nominal role while watching the game of various souls created by Him. He knows that every soul comes back to Him one day after being completely vexed with what’s happening around it in His sphere of pains and joys. You cannot blame Him if you are sad because you are responsible for it. You need not appreciate him if you are happy because you are responsible for it also. He treats both alike but we fail to understand it applying our narrow mindsets as humans. What everybody is supposed to do is to constantly remember Him and be grateful to Him feeling something like, “God! I am a helpless and hopeless creature in your big world. Thanks for creating my soul. Thank you for making me a player in your longest game of fun and pain. I played it more than enough. I committed many crimes and sins in this game thinking that it cannot bind me. The related Karma, attached to my soul, is making me take birth after birth in different life forms. I would not indulge in sins any more. From this birth onwards, I exclusively focus on clearing the results of my good and bad Karma alike because both make me take another series of births again. If I start this journey of reformation now, I may reach you in about 1000 years or so based on how much I could achieve. Till then, enable me to realize you gradually. I cannot play this painful game anymore. Help me reach you fast”. How many humans are entering this path of brilliance in the material world you saw once? They are talking a lot of nonsense and indulging in a variety of misdeeds and crimes neglecting God, their creator. What does a father do if his children are misbehaving? He allows them to their lot? He cares for them only when they realize about his kindness and affection? He guides them again towards a good path of happiness and comforts only when they earnestly seek his help. God allows you to play the game in this world as long as you like. You may go back to Him only when you want it. He has more patience and vision than you.

Sanatana: Why so much of attraction between females and males in all kinds of species on this earth? That temptation is so enticing and inevitable that millions of creatures are struggling in that mire of bodily attractions and related reproduction process across the world. They know that bringing up children is almost similar to hell but knowingly they are getting into that ditch repeatedly. Sex gives pleasure for a few moments but it leads to a series of attractions, bonds and related burdens one after one. Why are creatures unable to come out of this trap? What is making them so mad and foolish?

Saint: I think you must have watched cockfights somewhere. It is just one kind of bloody games conducted and enjoyed by thousands of evil rogues in this material world. They celebrate the pain of other creatures subjecting them to fights and races. Cocks know that they are being subjected to pain by humans but still they fight among themselves when others are watching. It is their inherent tendency to fight. Similarly God also desires to see how humans struggle and suffer if they are connected to one another with a strong bodily force. It is the inherent drive for sex. As long as there is that instinct in a creature, it continues to attach itself with a variety of creatures based on its passion for the entity of other gender. It is the source of pains and attachments. When there is no element of intense pain in the characterization of roles, no drama or film looks very interesting to viewers. We love and remember tragedies longer than comedies. Similarly, God also infuses pain into our lives through the medium of sex instincts. Until you realize that you are not the body but soul wearing various bodies according to the Karma accumulated by it because of what it has been doing over a series of lifetimes, you cannot resist temptation for sexual pleasures. You would reach that stage of realization only after you are unbearably disappointed with everything related to sex and what it entails in the lifetime of a creature. 

Sanatana: Can we consider doctors, teachers, inventors and scientists better creatures than laborers, peasant farmers, thieves and dullards? They are contributing substantially towards the awareness of masses and development of nation. They are working hard for the welfare and happiness of others.

Saint: Karma does not attach itself to a soul based on what you are doing but the purpose behind doing it knowingly. If a doctor serves the poor and the helpless selflessly, sacrificing many comforts in his personal life, he accumulates good kind of Karma. If a teacher is teaching just for the sake of salary and other benefits, he accumulates bad kind of Karma. If an inventor is creating something out of magnanimity, he is accumulating good Karma and if he does it to earn a lot of money, he accumulates bad Karma. Similarly, if scientists are making anything for the happiness of mankind and other creatures, they certainly accumulate good Karma. God scans our spirit of thoughts and true intentions but not our outward appearance and casual acts. If you smile at a baby out of pure love, it shows you as a good creature to God. If you pretend goodness towards a set of old and helpless people, and talk a few lies only to impress them somehow, God allows you to experience similar Karma. God knows many things about you which you also do not know about you because He is your creator and director. So, never consider one kind of living or profession superior or inferior to the other. It is your true intention that matters more than your acting skills. Anybody should not try to impress God through acting and lying.

Sanatana: Space research agencies like ISRO and NASA have been struggling hard for years to know more about unknown and inaccessible wonders in this universe. Can they completely understand the secrets and mysteries of this universe even after 1000 years from now?  

Saint: All those scientists and technicians are also characters in the game of God. To arouse a lot of curiosity and suspense in viewers, a director creates a multitude of characters and series of mesmerizing events in a feature film or drama. Likewise, God also encourages some of His creatures to explore His gigantic world, applying their material intelligence and capabilities. It’s like a physical trainer teaching his students to practice different kinds of exercises to keep themselves fit. If humans, the players in the game of God, are not active and enthusiastic to play different roles, ultimately the beauty of drama gets affected. So, God intentionally forces those scientists towards trying such space games also. They can never understand the phenomena and occurrences in this universe completely. Can an actor ever assess the true intelligence and creativity of his director just by acting in some of the films directed by him? Director is always more intelligent and powerful than those acting in creative pieces of expression made by him. Scientists may be able to understand one percent of this universe in another 1000 years or so.

Sanatana: Poets, idealists and saints take nature as a blessing of God because they always seek divine pleasure from the effects of nature everywhere. On the other hand, those living depending on forests, lakes, mountains and seas consider those entities of nature just as sources of their livelihood. What is the true purpose of nature in this world as planned by God?

Saint: Just like a beautician decorates a bride before her marriage and a gardener keeps his garden green and beautiful always, God also likes to keep His playground beautiful and pleasant mostly. What does a beautician do if that bride criticizes her irrationally out of excessive pride and the owner of a garden insults and beats that gardener for no particular reason. They know how to deface a bride or a garden because they are professionals. If various kinds of creatures, for the comfort and joy of which God created nature spectacularly, fail to keep it in that order only, God expresses His anger through the exhibition of concealed negative qualities of nature. Natural calamities are just an example of this nature of God. Man knows what is good or bad for him, others or nature but he does quite avoidable things to satisfy his ego and false prestige. When man misbehaves, God teaches him lessons. Moreover, nature plays a unique role towards various creatures depending on their Karma. A poet may also die in a forest through the bite of a snake if his Karma subjects him to that treatment. A peasant farmer may find a treasure of valuable items in his barren farm also if his good Karma leads him to that moment of bliss in his troublesome life. How nature looks, responds or reacts depends on what a creature in relation to it deserves at that particular moment. Nature also plays a definitive role in allowing various creatures in this world to live their Karma. You and I are using this forest to meditate God. A hunter searches for and kills birds and animals in it. A poet scribbles poetry being impressed by the beauty of this nature. All these creatures are being directed towards this forest to fulfill their Karmas differently.

Sanatana: How can one attain salvation? When does one start journey in this direction?

Saint: Can we assess when each of 1000 children stop playing when left absolutely free in a large playground? How long each of them plays in that playground largely depends on their spirit of energy, enthusiasm, climatic conditions and so many other factors. Similarly, God sends all equally talented and energized players into His huge playground at a time with equal love for all of them. Some desire to come out of it earlier than others. Many play there for millions of years because God wants them to be so passionate and attached to His beautifully made playground of wonders and mysteries. When He wants to end that phase of creation and drama, He creates conducive atmosphere for all souls to realize Him fast and get back. It may be heavenly or hellish. Realization is possible both ways. After closing one phase of drama, He starts another. It runs for another millions of years. One can attain salvation when one realizes that one’s blissful destination is God, his creator, but nothing else around him here. When one starts journey towards this direction depends on the amount of one’s accumulated good or bad Karma. One should clear both kinds of Karma attached to one’s soul to move back to God.

Sanatana: Is human life superior to all other kinds of life forms in this material world?

Saint: Just like a few enthusiastic children wear different masks to play the roles of different animals, birds and creatures in a huge resort meant for it, various souls take different kinds of life forms in their long journey as individual souls. Compared to all other life forms, human life form is more suited to realization of God. It’s like the last game by those children in an amusement park. If they are not interested to come out of it, even before it gets dark, they stay back in it and suffer playing at night also. Those that step out of it before dusk reach their homes safely and rest there happily under the kind guidance of their parents. Since God is our father, we should utilize the human life form to understand the greatness of our father and try strongly to reach His abode early, without lingering with those shadows and evil attractions in this painful world of creatures. Human life is an opportunity given to us by God to reach Him earlier than His scheduled longest game. Many play there till the last hour set by God for a phase of game because He beautifies His playground so enticingly and enchantingly.

Sanatana: Why does spiritual life look very difficult to those entering it initially? I am finding every day and night like an ordeal to continue here despite my best efforts. Why is the route to God so tough?

Saint: I would explain you this point through a short story, “Mobi was the son of a rich and kind father. His mother died when he was four. His father brought him up affectionately ever since the death of her. When Mobi was 20, he fell in love with a foreign girl. He asked his father to get him married with her. His father enquired a lot about her and knew that it would be 15^th marriage for her if she would marry his son. She got accustomed to multiple marriages and torturing each of her husbands until they would leave her on their own. So, he did not approve his marriage with her as a kind and visionary father. Mobi thought that his father became a villain in his life. He married her against his wishes. His father gave all his money and assets to his son with the hope that he would be happy somehow. He told him that he was going away to a hilly region to live peacefully among tribes working hard as one of them. Soon Mobi realized that his wife was just like a sadist. Within two years, he got separated from her voluntarily. He started understanding the greatness and importance of his father in his life. He had no money on him to search for his father. He could reach his father after 10 years. He struggled and suffered a lot in this search for him. If he had obeyed the instructions of his kind father years ago, he would not have faced that many difficulties in his short life. His father welcomed him warmly and looked after him carefully”. In this story, Mobi is like an ordinary creature. His father is like God. The girl, whom he married and because of whom he suffered a lot, is like the evil attractions in this material world. God installs conscience in each creature He creates. It is a force of ideal guidance inherent in us. When we ignore its commands and go astray being misled by various evil forces, we miss our father, the God. We fail to recognize Him even if He is just beside us when we are entrapped by the shadows in this world. When we realize His greatness, we voluntarily struggle a lot to reach Him somehow. It is difficult to get a lost treasure back. It is very difficult to reach God after getting ourselves drenched in a number of pits of filth out of our ignorance caused by our accumulated Karma. God tests us extensively when we are thoroughly spoiled in many lifetimes. It’s like a teacher explaining a difficult lesson to his innocent student minding his happiness in future. We take a lot of time to wash a muddy cloth rather than a plain cloth. God does not allow our soul of desires and passions to reach Him with so many impurities. He subjects us to a variety of ablutions to cleanse our soul and make it suitable to access Him. This material world is like a circus. Anybody can live like anything here. The abode of God is like a temple. Only those entirely sanctified to enter and stay there can reach it after many struggles and pains. It is a tough path.

Sanatana: How can we get rid of our account of accumulated Karma?

Saint: We can get rid of Karma without indulging in any kind of Karma at all. If you are born rich, you should shun all your wealth and assets and seek God. If you are born poor, you should not try to become rich somehow struggling hard but search for God and strive to reach Him. If your goal is reaching God, you should shun all your desires and passions for anything or anybody appearing in this material world. A soul, which has been accustomed to a variety of desires and passions and related life forms, cannot resort towards God that easily. So, it is a vicious web around us in which one kind of Karma forces us towards another kind of extending or withdrawing from it. If you give 100 rupees to a person, you should go back to him sometime to take it back. If you borrow 1000 rupees from another person, you should go to him and repay it someday. Both ways, you are subject to the effects of your good or bad Karma. Both keep you back attached to this material world. Coming out of this net is a very difficult process. This is why millions of souls take a multitude of births and rebirths to live their Karma for thousands of years. God invites those souls back, faster, which request Him honestly for long.

Sanatana: Is there any use in one going to a number of temples regularly as we see here much?

Saint: God does not like acting skills of His devotees at all. What are they doing at temples? They are offering some gifts to God thinking that He blesses them irrationally and illogically. God sends all creatures into this world expecting all of them to be good and happy always. When they fail to be so, He loses compassion for them. He cannot bless them as long as they do not change to His expectations. Temples are manmade abodes of worship. They cannot be made holy unless those frequenting them are sacred. A rich and undisciplined student cannot impress his righteous teacher through his gimmicks and lies but a poor and obedient student can easily impress such teacher within days. God is like that teacher. We are all like His students. We need not visit any temple, church or mosque, as long as we are in the process of delivering ourselves from the webs we are creating around us continuously. Getting rid of our accumulated Karma allows us to reach God fast. So, we should focus more on this aspect of our lifetime instead of other acts. When our Karma is pulling us back from God, we cannot move ahead in that path. We created our Karma for long. We should rid it struggling hard for long.

Sanatana: Does our knowledge of and familiarity with saints help us reach God faster?

Saint: Saints are practitioners of the principles and practices required to reach God earlier than other ordinary creatures. Just like an experienced doctor can guide an inexperienced doctor in understanding the nature of medicines and the pursuit of surgeries, a saint can advise an ordinary person on how to understand and reach God. Just as an experienced and famous doctor does not have much time and patience to guide an ordinary doctor, most of the saints, who are intensely engaged in the pursuit of God through rigorous meditation, mostly do not guide ordinary people in a spiritual path. They do not like to add more Karma to their souls mingling with sinful rogues again, a mistake they committed once. It is an ordeal to win the heart of a great saint. He has no time for anything in this world except to try to reach God fast. He has been thoroughly vexed with everything and everybody in this world through taking a series of life forms. Their urge to reach God is so intense that they subject their bodies to many tests and atonements in that process. They treat their bodies just like worthless objects thrown into this material world unkindly by God. They don’t rest until they reach their destination. So, if you are finding many folks with beards and saffron pieces in public places and other abodes with special decoration, it means they are dropouts from the path of God or they are not even at the entrance gate of that pursuit. Many pretend as saints to impress others and make an ordinary or comfortable living. A real saint does not crave human company and comforts but moves away from them. He renounces all that.

Sanatana: Why should God create this longest game at all and subject all of us to so many pains?

Saint: I too asked this question some of my familiar saints here but nobody could answer it. It’s like asking a doctor why he pursued medicine and treating patients when he clearly knows that he cannot avoid death despite his best efforts. It’s like asking an old man why he is growing so many plants and trees beside public roads despite knowing that nobody is appreciating his vision and efforts. It’s like asking a mother why she is carrying an infant in her for nine months and suffering for her lifetime observing the life of her daughter or son. These are all testing and painful efforts. I too don’t understand why God is creating so many souls for each phase of His game and watching His tragic dramas one after another. Perhaps activity is his interest. He does not like to be idle always. Just as we are creating dolls for our babies, He is creating us to entertain His guests somewhere. I too don’t know where all these souls stay when He ends each phase of His longest drama. I think I can get answers to such highly difficult questions when I attain salvation and reach God. Unfortunately, those that attain salvation are not coming back into this material world to clarify many spiritual doubts of some ordinary human beings. Perhaps they are so averse to visiting this enticing and misleading playground that they are forgetting us altogether after reaching there after years of struggle and pains in that spiritual path.

Sanatana: There are many religions and spiritual paths in this world professed by various beings. Who is real God; Jesus Christ, Allah or Lord Krishna? Why so many beliefs and practices when there is one God only?  The followers of one religion are fighting with those of other religions and faiths. How can we understand who real God is and where He is? Why should not real God appear to us physically?

Saint: Let’s hope that Sun is a God. He is appearing in the same form in different countries at different times. He is called differently by different people according to their languages and faiths. He is a small round object to ordinary humans on earth. It is a huge entity of burning fire filled with gases and cosmic reactions to those scientists who are able to see it using their utilities of high capacity. I don’t know if there are creatures in other planets revolving around Sun. What might be their perception about Sun? Such many questions and doubts arise when we try to assess the true nature of God from our perspectives which are limited to a great extent. It’s like a kindergarten kid preparing a performance appraisal report about a scientist with extraordinary intelligence and inventions to his credit. Perhaps we must progress a lot in our spiritual journey to understand the true form and nature of God. Also, God is not appearing to us physically like the director of a feature film. We are able to see characters, events, dialogues, fights, duets and climax only in many films. Probably the director does not like to appear to his viewers in a film made by him. Similarly, God, the director of this huge drama and playground, does not like to make a showy appearance in His cosmic presentation. Perhaps we are not able to see Him with our ordinary eyes. He just wants us to be characters in His drama. We are helpless. Those that reached Him after years of spiritual struggle must have seen Him and chose to stay back with Him.

Sanatana: May I know why you entered this spiritual path at such a tender age?

Saint: Again, it is a matter of my Karma. My spiritual efforts in a series of my previous births blocked me from entering material life deeply in this birth. When I was four years old, one night, I had a dream. It awakened me from my ignorance and innocence as a child. I developed deep aversion for this material world within days after that subconscious experience. I told my parents that I had decided to go far away to meditate God. They are also spiritually oriented to much extent. They agreed after a few days of hesitation. Our souls decide where to take a birth and what course of life to be led based on our accumulated Karma in our previous life forms. God kindly facilitates such souls to reach His path of brilliance and divinity earlier than others. It is like a coach teaching the skills of a game more intensely to his highly devoted and disciplined student than those who are not interested in him or that game much. This credit goes to my accumulated Karma over my previous births and the kindness of God. Human willpower plays very nominal role only in this process of transformation from a materialist to a saint.

Sanatana: I love you. I miss you a lot if you go away from me leaving alone in this thick forest. Would you allow me to sit somewhere near you and meditate? I like this spiritual path but I am feeling forsaken.

Saint: You were an actress in your previous birth. You were an exceptional beauty as well. You used to tell ‘I love you’ to many actors in many dramas and films in that birth as part of your profession. Despite your meditation for two years and your ability to perceive my spiritual form, your soul is exerting the impulses of your most recent life form on you. You loved many in films and dramas in that life but failed to feel genuine love from any of those actors or your husband. That void of lovesickness and pain is still attached to your soul’s account of Karma. In this life also, you are born with the beauty of an angel. Even after years of rigorous meditation and attainment of many spiritual powers, I am feeling attracted towards you. This is how our Karma pulls us back into those evil material attractions. Bodily desires bind us if we meditate sitting closely in two caves. I request you to stay here. I go to my actual place of meditation, which is about one kilometer from here in this forest. Very soon, I am going to achieve a level of spiritual progress whereby I cannot be tempted by any material entity. Then I come to you and take you with me to allow you to sit somewhere near me and meditate God. I help you in this process. I save and keep you out of your material tendencies till then applying my spiritual power. I will be your spiritual guide hereafter. God would be kind with those that help others reach Him fast.

DEAR NARENDRA MODI

Dear Narendra Modi,

I wondered when you touched the entrance of Parliament devoutly the other day. You took it as a holy place but I consider it a dirty place. The land of Parliament does not become holy within seconds just because you became the Prime Minister of India. Hundreds of criminals entered it earlier with evil forces of immorality, corruption and filth. Still there are many sinners in it. You are not making laws to benefit the innocent and the poor but the influential and the manipulative. When scores of such selfish and narrow-minded idiots are sitting in Parliament, how can it be considered holy by you? Ordinary Indians are not at all interested in what is happening in Parliament because it is not working for them but millionaires and billionaires in India and other countries.

You are an admirable person and politician in BJP but not most of others working under your leadership. They have been and will continue to be rogues. They indulge in corrupt and immoral dealings as long as they are in power because they are not interested in developing India but themselves. You are like a stainless star among a number of criminals and sinners. Can you ever state that everybody working under the banner of BJP is a righteous person in all respects? You are leading a bad party with good motives. If everybody in this country has patriotism and dedication like you to develop India, working hard continuously, we can see developed India in near future but that is not the situation in India now. Everybody is interested in exploiting others for his rapid development.

We generally institute regulatory bodies like ICAI to establish and practice norms needed for development of our regions but almost all of these regulatory bodies in India are corrupt to the core. CAs advise companies and individuals how to evade tax and become rich and influential in a short period of time. I don’t believe that election commission and ACB are working with utmost freedom and honesty. Take any regulatory body in India. It is fundamentally wrong in delivering its scheduled services.

Corruption is prevalent in almost every region in various ways. Crores of public money is being misused every year. Only those, who can fight for their rights patiently, are getting justice after years. Hopeless and helpless Indians are not resorting to courts of law for justice but praying God to bless them with death at the earliest.

I am not living in a kingdom of Lord Rama but a place where opportunists and criminals are being treated like kings and queens and the honest and the hard-working ones are being treated like worthless objects. In this bleak scenario, I believe, you can achieve very little in the years to come. It is not just enough if a leader is ideal and visionary, but his followers must also possess these qualities. How many of your MPs and ministers have qualities like you? Even if you take the best decisions, they defeat your ideals and vision directly or indirectly. You are like a holy cow among many dangerous brutes. You utilize your authority to serve the people of India substantially but your team members use such authority to earn money and become rich fast. What is known publicly is very little. Crores of money is changing hands regularly in India. It is a strongly established hierarchical process wherein everybody gets his or her share of corrupt money or assets based on his or her status in that chain of authorities.

Corruption and disorders are prevalent in India like mosquitoes and darkness at night. You want to reform such India into a vibrant place of wonders. On one hand you are selling tobacco products and alcohol to Indians for the tax income being generated from it and on the other hand you are talking about the welfare of Indians. Are you improving or ruining the lots of Indians this way? You want to collect money from the dead bodies of drunkards, prostitutes and idealists alike in the form of taxes and other legalized penalties. You want to provide political idiots with a number of facilities and leave the poorest of the poor in pathetic conditions forever.

When millions of Indians are suffering with various problems across this holy land of India, your President and other ministers are living comfortably in public places. Are you living for ordinary Indians or exploiting the public money for the luxuries of politicians and ministers? A true Indian leader should live in slums among mosquitoes and filth to understand and empathize with their plight like Mother Teresa or Mahatma Gandhi? How many of your MPs and ministers have these qualities? You want to change India with such rogues and dullards around you. For years, Indians are disgusted with the acts and activities of politicians. They stopped believing in their deceitful words. They are accustomed to lies. They are patient enough to bear any kind of physical or mental problems. The politicians before your reign trained, kept and made them so during the last 60 years. How can they believe in you even if you speak the truth? They saw devils and demons ruling India. They can’t trust even God in this condition.

The development of India is not in the hands of persons like you now but in their collective lot. You wish to expand national highways for development of trade and commerce but what if those roads are laid and maintained badly by corrupt contractors and illegal agents. In every corner of India, what you can find immediately without much research or analysis is disorder and disappointment.

Indians strongly believe that India does not develop fast as it happens in the USA or China. They have been experiencing such hard times since independence to India. As they have no many expectations from you, try doing something. We are not discussing India now because it was made thoroughly corrupt and restless for years. You cannot change it rapidly. We are talking about you only because you are a great Indian like Sardar Vallabh Bhai Patel. Even if there won’t be improvement in our lives because of you becoming the prime minister of India, we are, at least, happy thinking that a gentleman and challenger is ruling India now. We like you and your qualities and not those found in Indians or India now? We are in a pit of desperation and gloom. You cannot pull us out of it. A political system, which got ruined over a period of 60 years, cannot be transformed to the better within a few months or weeks.  So, democracy is a big failure in India. Don’t ever praise democracy in Indian format.

Hundreds of idiots are ruining India every day and night making and selling harmful products to educated and uneducated people alike. I am unable to see quality anywhere in anything now except in hope and death. They are selling adulterated milk, wrongly ripened fruits, harmful dishes and drinks…India became the storehouse of all wrong kinds of foods and drinks. Coca Cola and Pepsi are selling quite useless beverages to majority Indians over the years. Can you ban such foods and drinks in India? Every Indian must get the best food and drink only to consume in any corner of the nation, not even one harmful product like cigarette, tobacco powder or dirty snacks. When can you make India so? Lakhs of cases are pending at various courts of law in India? When can you get them cleared? In India, victims are dying faster than lawyers and judges. It shows the inefficiency of police and legal systems in India. They treat you like a VIP and me as a worthless guy because I am not the prime minister of India. When all citizens are treated and guided kindly and properly by various government agencies, people can believe in such governments and their governance. Merely talking greatly on a stage on some occasions does not help you develop India. Avoid observing formalities and start changing the realities in our societies and cultures.

Criminals are not scared of the police or legal system in India now because they are in favor of them everywhere. You cannot play all roles to change India fast but you must ensure that everybody plays his or her role perfectly in every part of India. If you can change the fundamental structures and procedures of governance, perhaps, you may be able to change India a little in your present tenure as the prime minister of India. Do your ministers cooperate you in this mission? They are accustomed to bribery and adulteration of systems for years? Do they change immediately for your sake? All states and union territories are neck-deep with huge financial burdens? The heads of these systems are always looking towards the central government for financial assistance? You cannot satisfy all of them donating whatever they ask you for because you cannot print money hugely based on their demands. They have no financial capacity or genuine interest to develop their states or places? India cannot be developed in these circumstances. You cannot inject development and happiness into the lives of Indians when they cannot change to the better at their levels in various places.  Thus you have an ordeal ahead of you. You will remain as a helpless and solitary pedestrian on the path of progress because you alone are dreaming and walking in that direction now! 

Political parties survive based on donations and patronage from different business entities and individuals in a nation. Any Indian entrepreneur or individual does not join your political party unless they benefit from it somehow someday. It means you are accepting donations from the worst idiots also in India. Such immoral and illegal rogues only have huge money to donate and satisfy you adequately. You are encouraging such business entities in every part of India. They are the biggest villains in your way of ideals and achievements. If you aim at goodness, they spoil it with weapons of badness aimed at you. They are not ready to change. All large scale industries and units are unbelievably corrupt in India. Ordinary people cannot get jobs in them. Most of the temples and other abodes of worship are also corrupt and unholy in India. Everything has a price there, including the service of worship coordinated by a temple priest. It means in India all are doing business now but not service. Can you change the mindsets of these many scoundrels just like that? Then how can you change India rapidly?

In these circumstances, I have a few more points of caution for you. Mind them and lead India bravely.

1. Even the most helpless and poor Indian must be able to live happily in India because this is a holy land and nobody should suffer from lack of food and security. Can you touch the lives of the poorest of the poor?

2. Educational system deteriorated to the worst levels in almost every part of India. Reservations for SC and ST communities largely lead to this crisis. If I am being treated specially like an adopted son from birth to death, why should I bother to learn or teach anything perfectly? The state and central governments look after me everywhere. Since there is no spirit of challenge and competition among these social sects, they are ruining the systems of governance and learning to the most possible extent. They gradually entered all fields of public administration. They are drawing others from their communities to those positions of power and benefits. Those, who have great intelligence and drive to work, are remaining beyond the system because of these reservations. Can you ask these brothers and sisters of you to live independently without depending on reservations at all?

3. Contractors are exploiting public money hugely in almost every part of India. If I am a contractor, I charge 1000 rupees for a minor public work of 200 rupees. You are paying me all that money just because it is public money and not yours. If it is your money, and if you earned it after years of struggle, you would certainly spend it carefully. Public money is not owned by one but many rogues and criminals in India. They transfer that money to other criminals and sinners in society. Politicians are those mediators in India now. I release any amount of money even for a worthless project if the contractor is my brother or cousin. How can you control outflow of huge public money this way? Have you courage and efficacy to regulate this mighty kingdom of contractors in India?

4. God is in me. I should not search for God outside. Check how many temples are there in India now? Millions of rogues are frequenting these abodes of worship every day and night? Why should I go to Tirupati to worship Lord Venkateshwara there only if I know that God is everywhere and He can bless me from any place if I always remain virtuous? We are preparing sinners building these many temples every year. They are going to temples for formality sake. If I regularly go to a temple, I get the image of a pious person. If I often go to a brothel, I get the image of a sinner. This is how Indians are attributing qualities to others now in India? They assess and appreciate anything looking at its surface level. They don’t think deeply about anything. They have no time to think about real issues and try to resolve them but only to criticize others always! They are lazy and shallow sinners at their level. Their count may be one billion approximately. Are you a wizard to change all of them applying your leadership qualities? When ordinary people do not change, development does not take place anywhere fast. Leaving these many ordinary Indians in their ditches of stupidity and superstitions, how can you change India?

5. In India, what you can find everywhere abundantly is problems and problem makers but not ones interested in resolving them at their level. If there is dirt on my shirt, I wait for my wife to come and clean it because God did not create me to do such mean things but others only. If you advise my wife to change me slowly, she quarrels with you saying ‘Why don’t you tell the same to him directly?’ You don’t/cannot tell many things to me directly for various reasons. So, direct communication is not much possible in India. You know who are causes of corruption and unrest in India but you do not talk with them directly. You ask police, IT or BSF folks to change India mediating in this critical process. They feel “We cannot change India. Modi also cannot change India. Even God cannot change India”. The same is the case with creators of black money also. Why do you ask the folks of Swiss banks to return that black money but not your rich Indians to take back that money and put it in your bag of idealism directly? Tell them that you want to develop India and so their black money is also needed in this mission. If you can change them with your words or acts, you can certainly change India.

Ordinary people do not listen to you because they are ignorant and innocent. Educated and rich ones also don’t listen to you because they are very intelligent and manipulative. It means nobody is willing to change readily now in India even after you became the prime minister of India. It means only you are treating Parliament as a holy piece of land but not I or other Indians like me. Since you became prime minister and can enjoy various privileges in that position, you are blissful now. When we are very happy, even criminals and sinners look like gods and goddesses to us everywhere. Since you frequent to Parliament, those idiots and rogues are appearing like deities to you. It is because of ‘conscious illusion disorder’. When you stop practicing formalities like other prime ministers and presidents, and start experiencing and changing bitter realities, you would start thinking about India, not Gujarat alone. You could change your home state working hard for many years because you know your people to some extent. Can you tackle the rulers and people of all other states and union territories also in that manner as you did in Gujarat?

Questions and doubts expressed by others make us think and act differently. Some of these questions posed to you above are to alert you in this direction. If you find accurate answers to these common questions of many in India at theory level at least, you can jump into practice of it later, slowly.

I respect you as Narendra Modi alone, not as an entity of BJP or Gujarat. BJP or Gujarat did not change you but you changed their images to a great extent being associated with them for long. That is the quality of a true leader. If you can make such leaders in your government and India extensively, perhaps they can help you change India fast.

There are many things to share with you from my end but I cannot do all of it in one go. I may not write to you again because I lost enthusiasm for India and Indians after seeing 90 rogues around 10 virtuous beings. When 10 good Indians are struggling hard to improve India, 90 evil Indians are trying harder to deface and damage it. In this setting, how can I believe that Narendra Modi or I can change India just with a set of virtues in mind and body?

Before concluding, I advise you to shave your beard completely every day and colour your hair black continuously. Many young Indians are living and dying like old people in India. Though you look old considering your bodily age, you are a dynamic and energetic young Indian when I assess your spirit of patriotism and passion for this nation. Your present look of body is not fitting this psychological status and brilliance of your mind. So, you should appear all Indians with a clean shave and coloured black hair hereafter. If you think you are an old and worthless prime minister like Manmohan Singh, without individuality and self-respect of your own, I don’t mind how you look at all.

HOW TO EXPRESS IT?

There is a long distance between feeling and expression of it. There are many thoughts, emotions, passions, ideas and fancies in us but we fail to express most of them for various reasons. Expression is an outlet of our hidden feelings, which helps us relieve ourselves of that concealed psychological burden. I believe that 50% of our innermost thoughts and notions are remaining unexpressed forever. I share some of my notions and experiences in this regard. You too have them. Feel them. Try if you can express them someday. I think it is very difficult!

1. Lakshmi was the first innocent and impressive beauty that attracted me when I was 17 or so. Their house was just opposite ours though a little far. We fell into silent and secret love with each other unknowingly. When I knew that she was getting married soon, I wrote a letter and posted it. The postman was considerably familiar to me and the father of that girl. He returned that letter to me shortly. I don’t know whether this postman read this letter or her father. My intended creature did not receive it. There were many feelings of admiration and psychic attachment between her and me. I could not reach them to her properly even to this day. Void thus spread between us. I am talking a lot of nonsense with a number of creatures daily about quite unnecessary things also but I failed doing it effectively with the one whom I admired a lot. Expression in words is more concrete than other forms of it.

2. My parents struggled a lot to bring me and my two brothers up. I saw, felt and experienced those times. I always feel grateful to them for what they did and are doing now for our happiness and welfare. Their affection and care is so pure and deep for us that we often fail language to express it. Can we express it in a few words or a few acts? If I give fruits and snacks favourable to them regularly, would it fill that need felt by me intensely? How can I assess the value of their love and attachment for me to repay it in a proper order? I am working and living for myself. They are living and working for us more than themselves. Theirs is selfless and unconditional love. I may not be the best man in this world from many perspectives to many close and distant observers but I always look so to my parents. Their love is blind and irrational as parents towards us? I often fail to express my sense of gratitude to them for all that.

3. My elder brother Srinivas enabled me to enter the University of Hyderabad and study there for two years. He may not have expressed his sense of love and affection for me in different ways so far for some reasons but he has a lot of warmth and love for me. I can feel it as his brother. I too often feel to say or do something to express my sense of affection for him but failed to do it till now. Feeling is intense but expression is zero. I never told him how much I love him because I take it as an uneasy and avoidable affair altogether. Being unable to express our love to the close and related ones is really a big challenge for all of us. It is more so when we fail to do towards our siblings also.

4. My brother Sambha is the pillar of our family. He thinks and does something good and visionary minding the welfare of our family. He is not as educated as me but he can handle different kinds of people better than me. He is logical and practical in understanding and treating people. I am sensitive and ideal in many respects. He expresses his bitter or sweet feelings towards others instantly to settle the matter there and then itself. I don’t do so presuming that others might get hurt. He is my hope and guide as an affectionate and loving brother. I think God often equips us with the kind of people we need to survive happily. We fail to identify and appreciate them just because they are very close and unbelievably helpful to us. We think we need not express it. Often we fail to express it properly.

5. Often I see extraordinary beauties on roads, in buses, trains, bus stations, railway stations and elsewhere. Their beauty impresses me deeply. I think ‘what an exceptional beauty?’ Her financial status may be low. Her standard of living might be quite ordinary. Her social status may be negligible. Beauty is God’s gift. It may be anywhere. It does not come to us searching for us. We must go there. It is a blessing of God in nature. The presence, voice, appearance and characters of many beautiful girls and women impress me deeply. They are not related to me directly or indirectly. They are not accessible to me. Above all, in a democratic country like India, I should respect the rights and privileges of many creatures around me. Talking something to an unknown person is, in a way, violating their fundamental rights. If they don’t like it, they may take it offensive and insulting. My sense of admiration and appreciation often fails voice in these contexts. Beauties are remaining passive and dull for these reasons in almost every part of the world. We should not wish to possess every beauty we see but we must be able to express a few words at least because it may be a source of inspiration to them. Can we imagine such an ideal world where anybody can publicly or privately express his or her sense of celebration and appreciation to the other?

6. As a regular viewer of Telugu feature films, I feel very impressed by the beauty, dresses, dance and performance of many actresses and character artistes. I am just able to reach the images of those extraordinary performers but not the actual persons to say or write something personally. I have many notions of admiration and appreciation towards many actors and actresses and many others that appear on film screens but failed to express them so far. I have words to speak or write but no accessibility to those for whom I intend them. A multitude of feelings and emotions are getting buried in my inner self only for this reason. They are beautiful and inspiring creations of God. I am their admirer like many living in this world. There is a long distance between them and me. It’s vacuum and void for me.

7. I passively watch some Telugu television serials in the evenings while my wife does it actively as a habit. I am pressed for time though I like watching television like anything. The beauty, facial expressions, acting skills of many actresses in these serials is so attractive and impressive to me that I think that they are far better than many famous actresses on silver screen. I equally like the looks and performance of many male performers in these serials and other programs. I could not reach my sense of admiration to them so far because their contact details are not easily accessible. Many of them may not even care our emails or messages because of their busy personal or professional lives. Expression not acknowledged by others often insults or hurts us. This is one of the major reasons why many do not express their feelings at all. One person’s response or reaction towards us might impact our overall impression about the creatures in a field of activity or business. Thus, one idiot spoils the image of a whole industry; be it politics, cinema, drama or television. My love for those appearing on television never got an expression.

8. Even as an employee, I often find it difficult to say something to one that I like for their beauty or skills. We cannot talk as freely as we can with the creature of our gender with those of opposite gender. Feminism is one of the reasons. Now girls and women are opting for more space and privacy than those in the past. Boys and men developed many fears and doubts about them for this reason. We find considerable beauties in almost every workplace we come across in our careers. They may not be close to us but we feel a sense of gratitude or admiration towards them for many reasons. We don’t even talk with many in our offices and companies. Then where is space for expression of our feelings and notions! They are waiting to hear something from us because almost everybody craves decent identity and ideal appreciation. A bridge is there between them and us forever. We see them daily. We feel a lot of admiration for them. We feel like expressing it one day. That day never comes. What a pity?

9. Many consider a writer or an artist immoral because he or she admires many around him or her except his or her spouse! Proximity entails contempt. My wife never felt like taking a photo or video for me when I look handsome in a pair of clothes on some days at least. The other day I deliberately told her ‘You never felt like taking a photo for me with our camera. You have time to watch television, beautify yourself and do many such things but never time to capture me with our camera’. She felt guilty and insulting like any typical Indian wife in relation to her good husband’s rational questions! She is taking photos now and then now after my hint. A husband asking his wife to take his photos is a matter of pity really. I felt it. I take her photos almost every day if time permits me. I have passion for beauty, just not my wife or my daughter. I feel it and wish to store it in some form. She may be a beauty but not an admirer of beauty as deeply as me. Just because she did not take my photos intuitively, I cannot underestimate her sense of admiration or affection for me. Many wives and husbands feel a lot of love towards their spouses but fail to express it nominally or substantially. Veturi Sundara Rama Murthy, a Telugu film lyricist, wrote hundreds of extraordinary songs appreciating beauties but I don’t know how much he did so towards his wife. Ilayaraja is a master of divine music. He created masterpieces to make Indian cinema an abode of excellence and heavenly joy. I don’t know if he created a few music notes to appreciate his wife. S P Bala Subrahmanyam sang and is singing classic songs for all of us Indians. I don’t know if he sang any song exclusively for his wife. Director Raja Mouli makes highly inspiring and touching Telugu feature films working hard like a mad man for any length of time even without finding time to shave his beard at times. I don’t know if he ever expressed his extraordinary sense of love to his wife. Life partners are close to us. We often don’t feel like doing something specially for them. We do many things for others but not for those who are sources of our energy and hope. We think they feel it naturally. Even if we feel like sharing that feeling, we fail words or acts. It is something we cannot express but only feel.

10. I like my son Anand and daughter Sankeerthana. They are considerably impressive in their looks. I kiss them and hug them often to express my sense of love for them because they accept it without questions, doubts and apprehensions. Sankeerthana is sum of inspiring beauty and softness right now for me compared to the other two, my son and wife. I should express more love and sensitivity towards my son and daughter spending more time with them and talking more with them. I am not doing it. I am behaving like a guest with them since I am an automated employee now. I think we can express our sense of love satisfactorily towards children and pets to much extent than towards others because they accept our expression positively and silently. I am not expressing my love towards my wife as deeply as I do towards my children because she is an adult. She has responsibilities, volatile moods and specific individuality. We don’t express our love much towards those, who have ability to interpret our love in some manner, depending on their mood or character. All wives and husbands are victims from this regard. Imagine my kissing and hugging all those beauties, whom I admire, just because I have no words to express to them. It would be considered immoral, illegal and avoidable from the perspectives of many creatures in a civilized society. We must express our love towards those only, who belong to us mostly. This is how adults remain victims always.

11. We saw an extraordinary painting in a foreign country drawn by an ordinary artist and put in a studio. We felt like sharing a few words of appreciation with him or her instantly. He or she was not there. We don’t have their address. We don’t know their language. We cannot write well. We may not go there again. It may not be there always. Nobody is bothered about our sensitive inner feelings of this sort except us. Often we feel this pain.

12. A boss came to our company recently. His salary and privileges are very high in comparison to ours. We soon understood that he or she is almost a worthless person. He or she is being treated very specially because of his or her closeness to the owner of that company. He or she is acting too much before us, insulting us through words or acts, directly or indirectly. We are bearing with him or her regularly considering our helplessness. In fact, our feelings towards her or his character are as follows, “Idiot. What do you know? Why are you insulting me daily like this? You are a loafer, nasty rogue and stupid fellow. When do you go away from here? I should kick your back. I should drag you on road until my energy permits. You know you are a worthless nut but why do you act differently?” Can any subordinate express his or her notions towards his or her boss this way in his or her lifetime while working in a business entity? Even our negative notions don’t find an expression in many events or circumstances of life or profession. We bear with them. We shun them when we go away from those, whom we hate for many reasons.

13. We are driving a new car for the first time, having bought it after a long struggle and pain. We are feeling excessive joy out of that experience then. One sat beside us for formality sake that morning. He is not close to us. We cannot share our experience of joy with him that time or with the vehicle directly. That feeling is intense and one that never repeats. How do we express it? How can we store it to feel in future? Many such valuable and highly important moments in our lives get lost like snow in the sun. We cannot recollect or regain them later.

14. A cute baby is crawling in the portion beside mine. My son, who recently entered six years of age, felt like playing with her. The mother of that baby does not like children of that age playing with her baby at all because the latter does not know how to handle babies. My son eagerly waited to play with her for many days but his desire never got fulfilled. He was always kept at a distance. Soon that family moved into another house far away from that place. My son could not forget that cute baby and the precious moments he desired to spend with her innocently. Even after years, those memories chased him. It’s pain created by him for no reason. This is an hypothesis. Innocent and ideal people are the worst victims in terms of expression of love towards others in this world. They wait for a suitable moment to do it, not knowing that such moments never occur. We have many such sad stories with us.

15. An old man is coming to our house regularly expecting something from us for his survival. Quite unfortunately, every time he comes to our house, we are not finding anything in our house to offer him. Soon we knew that he died in his village. We feel pain though he is not related to us. Every human being feels a sense of belongingness towards all those living around him but often fails to express it. Various circumstances block him from reaching his sense of love for the other some way. We suffer when we get the news of accidents and deaths because we love them. Can we ever express those feelings of pain to them personally in any manner? Never! There is much physical and psychological distance between them and us in this material world with many limitations but still we feel it.

16. There is a beauty just opposite my abode. Her parents talk with mine. My brothers talk with her brothers. She likes me a lot. I am ready to die for her. We are always looking at each other. We are counting every minute to find an occasion to meet. Such occasion never came. She got married and went away. Since then I have been suffering almost every day and night recalling those moments of separation and segregation. Their parents did not block our accessibility. My brothers never knew that I felt so towards her. In many events, others don’t realize that we are suffering silently for something or somebody. Admiration and affection bother us silently. We weave a web of psychic attachment with the other secretly. It always remains a secret. She died after some years. I too died after some more years. Nobody knew that a heavenly love story ran there between those creatures in those times. Many occurrences in this world do not find a place in written records of history. It’s a tradition of pains and sufferings in almost every civilization in every age. Pains and tragedies remained unknown to many forever.

17. One of our close friends committed suicide one night jumping off a bridge into a river. We read about it in a newspaper. We are not in touch with him for many years now. We remember him partially recollecting those moments of friendship at primary school. We suffer silently knowing about that death. We don’t be in touch with many of our well-wishers, relatives and friends for lack of time and due to pressures of our lives and professions. It does not mean that we are not in love with all of them. Psychologically they are all within us. We feel them quite often. We experience grief and a sense of loss when they disappear one day from this material world. We may not be able to access them physically but our mind does it silently. Pain has no expression in such contexts.

18. A social activist struggled a lot for the development of our region. We benefited and delighted a lot because of all that he did for all of us selflessly. He is very close to us. He cordially invites anybody that comes to his abode of social service. We have much time to go and greet him but we never did so. We always postponed practice of that good thought. One day he died of a heart attack. They are taking his dead body through our street. Excessive burden of remorse and pain engulfed our mind because he is no more alive to go and greet. We are crying in our house remembering the exemplary service he rendered to our place having come from a foreign country or a distant state. Nobody consoles or pities us then because we are suffering privately in our abode recalling a blunder we committed earlier. There are hundreds of idealists and thinkers around us struggling daily, intellectually or psychologically, for our welfare or happiness. We seldom or never express our sense of gratitude and appreciation to them. We are praising worthless politicians, nasty businessmen, selfish blokes and brainless rogues on many occasions for formality or helplessness sake but how many of us are really expressing our heart of goodness towards those that are building this society silently? No society or culture survives or spreads without the great efforts of a few always.

Expression is where we fail regularly. Many things, persons and incidents move us deeply. At times we cry silently thinking about quite unrelated things or persons. Our life is short and sensitive. The next moment is an imagination. God equipped us with everything we need to live as a creature of struggle and suffering. There are reasons to make us suffer and solutions to keep us happy getting away from them. There are people waiting to see and talk with us. We are thinking that they have no time or interest to spend with us.

There are extraordinary beauties of nature. They are craving our presence silently. We don’t need money always to make our life comfortable. It is enough if we can feel based on what is there before us. Expression makes us active and meaningful participants in the long and exciting drama of God. He gave us capabilities of expression. We are not using our voice, eyes or hands to express it somehow. Others don’t expect us to be extraordinary performers but just an honest and simple expression is also enough. Expression is many times stronger and valuable than that which remained as a feeling only within us. Feeling is ice. Expression is water. Both are necessary in the flow of life.

Expression is for beautifying our lives sharing the joy or pain of our existence with others somehow. Everybody has pain and joy in his or her life. Don’t feel that others are not expecting anything from you. Perhaps they must be waiting for something to hear from you. Express it as simply or as greatly as you can afford it based on your possibilities and circumstances. Expression is important in many contexts than the point of how it is expressed.

If you don’t express it today, he may not be there tomorrow in your access.

If you don’t express it at this very moment, she may not appear to you again.

If you fail to express it in this lifetime, he or she may not come into contact with you in the next lifetime of you.