23 MARCH 2010

A dreamer’s job is to share the accounts of his life with others openly and honestly because he is supposed to belong to others in a true sense. The following is an account from 23 March 2009 to 23 March 2010, highlighting some things related to Srijana, my wife, Anand Sagar, my son and me, Datla Chiranjeevi Raju.

1. Srijana could not continue her B.Sc. second year course at Kasturba Gandhi College for Women at West Marredpally in Secunderabad because we discovered that she was pregnant sometime around November 2009. We took measures to avert it but it happened. A good doctor advised us to go ahead. Our earlier plan was to have children after five years after marriage. Man is just a small role player in the mysterious world of God. We decided to allow a guest into this world through our abode. We took every care to see that it went on well. She gave birth to a male baby by 1:36:40 am on 25 July 2009 at Talli Pilla Hospital at Tuni, in East Godavari district. Srijana also was born in this hospital.

2. I left my job with Thoran Technologies at Vikrampuri by the end of October in 2008. I had nothing more to do there. They asked me to leave with a one-month notice. I tried for jobs but nothing got successful. Many employers did not find me suitable to work with them. I particularly hated two fellows that interviewed me at Deloitte. They talked nonsense to prove that I am not fit for that job. I believe that 80% of the people interviewing candidates are basically rogues. They don’t know what they are talking and why they should talk like that. Google’s recruitment process tops this list.

3. I went bankrupt day by day. I borrowed about 1, 25,000 rupees from my friends. Nobody was there to save me from this increasing burden of debt. I resorted to the worst decision in my life to save myself in such circumstances; begging my father to sell an acre of agricultural land which he put in my name earlier. He never loved anything else in this world more than land and money. I struggled for about three months to make him agree for this task. We sold it sometime around November 2009 for 5, 60,000 rupees. He bought it for 14000 rupees or so around 1983 from our maternal grandmother when she was doing it to get her second daughter married off. He took one lakh rupees from it saying that he has his own set of dues at home to clear. He gave me 4, 50,000 rupees. He used very bad words during this transaction of selling his land. He insisted on the day of registration to the buyer to buy more revenue papers and got the other pieces of land in my name transferred to him. He took me as a dacoit who was running away grabbing his money. I felt very insulted and disturbed by his words and acts during this time. I did not kill myself that day because I propose to educate and entertain others and one with commitments and promises to others must not do such mad things. I decided to pay him 10 lakh rupees whenever I can to clear all the dues to him. This must be the total amount of money he would have invested in me, including selling that piece of land for me that day. He is a moneylender. I borrowed money from him. I must repay it to him not to be considered a thief or dacoit. Until then, I consider myself as a “thief living on the money and mercy of a merchant in this nation”. I had only one lakh rupees in my hand by January 2010. Rest of the money flew out to clear dues at various fronts.

4. I developed aversion for 90% of employers in this nation after some bitter experiences with some rogues that interviewed me. Publishing my first book of short stories was my long-felt need. I attended it immediately. Publishing my second book was my next priority. I edited it sitting at home for about 60 days with many gaps in between. I would have spent 30 days to edit it. I did not like to do a job for some months. I have been writing my personal diaries since 1995. I got them typed out one after the other and edited them to some extent earlier. After these two books, I took up editing my diaries, which I want to publish sometime in near future for my satisfaction. I need to spent about four months’ time to finish this work. I should do it or I can never do it. Nothing should come in between. It is the foundation of my life and necessary for many Indians to read them all. It’s my life and India on journey through these diaries when I was writing them.

5. I moved to Self Finance Colony in Vanasthalipuram from Darji Colony at Kakaguda in Karkhana area on 7 August 2009. That fellow increased his monthly rent from 3500 rupees to 4000 rupees. I found it unjustifiable. I love a place with wide roads, trees, parks, less pollution and more silence. I found many of these characteristics in Vanasthalipuram. I rented in a double-bedroom portion for 4000 rupees which is more comfortable and spacious than my earlier one. We are comfortable and happy here.

6. Talli Pilla Hospital is one of the worst hospitals in India where Srijana had a natural delivery after my serious talk with the doctor there beforehand. The rooms were pathetic where mothers stay back for one or two days after their delivery along with their very tender infants. I did not shoot that doctor couple because many hospitals are like this in this ruined state. Officials take bribes from these doctors and allow them to run their private hospitals even in graveyards or dust yards in the outskirts. Sonia Gandhi was not born in a hospital like this and so this bitch often talks nonsense about India and Indians. Every other politician and policy maker that made India like this belongs to a worse cadre than this public criminal. If Srijana Devi, a beauty of India and the wife of a serious man in this nation has the misfortune of delivering her baby in a trash can like that, it is because naxalites did not kill 95% of the present politicians in this nation but merely touring forests and killing ordinary people. Still many of our poor mothers are suffering in pathetic hospitals to make India live with more creatures because after Sonia Gandhi and Sachin Tendulkar die, there must be some other voters to vote to their heirs in games and politics. So, these poor Indians are giving births to their children in dust bins and grave yards. Srijana was just one of those cursed Indians that day. I don’t allow it to happen next time to Srijana but what about millions of other Indians who cannot play cricket or enter politics to misguide people and earn money. Should they live only to vote to Rahul Gandhi and watch Sachin Tendulkar receiving Bharat Ratna? Youth of India that watch cricket and those dogs and bitches in our colleges listening to the lectures of Rahul Gandhi must try to answer questions like this. Private hospitals and schools in this nation today are there to squeeze money even from dead bodies of their helpless clients. Sonia Gandhi is building up this nation in that order and then her son Rahul Gandhi would come forward to take up that responsibility. Celebrate their virtues and glory.

7. The conditions were not good at the houses of Srijana’s parents or grandparents when my son Anand was hardly one-month old. Srijana felt very disturbed to stay back in such environment. I brought them to Hyderabad. Srijana’s mother served Anand for about two months staying with us in Hyderabad. I named him Anand Sagar Varma not allowing anybody in that affair. He must stand for such ideals and virtues which belong to a wider spectrum of India and so this name. The other name I considered was Gautham Maharshi but many of my folks were not much favorable for this name.

8. I never treated Srijana like my servant but my sweetheart. A lover must always be humble, submissive and sensitive toward his beloved. I am trying to practice this virtue toward her always though I educate her roughly now and then when a situation demands it. We are trying to follow the health tips suggested by Mantena Satyanarayana Raju because we must live happily without depending on others, including hospitals promoted by Sonia Gandhi in this nation. You are going to a corporate hospital means you have already sold your property to others and got ready to pay whatever they demand to send your dead body out. You are going to a government hospital means; you must be ready to withstand any eventuality. I don’t have that much money now or I can’t beg my father again to save me if I join a hospital. Prevention is better than cure. I am changing my lifestyle to save myself from the threats in this nation and trying to inculcate the same habits even to my wife and son. Doctors are predators. They wait for their preys. Governments are authorized breeders of these animals and birds. Tigers hunt in forests and vultures roam about graveyards. Our doctors too do the same for money.

9. I got my brother-in-law Vamsy admitted to a Government ITI in Hyderabad. He stayed with us for some months. He is one of the rogues of India. I bore with his presence for sometime for the sake of my love and admiration for Srijana. Later he moved to the abode of his friend to stay there. I can’t bear his presence even for a few minutes because he is such Indian who can be appreciated by Sonia Gandhi and Sachin Tendulkar. Playing games, minding cricket players and scores, demanding money from parents, and doing nothing useful at home or outside for his improvement or for others. I taught him lessons for some days initially but he did not care for me because he too loves Sonia Gandhi and Sachin Tendulkar, which means showing dreams on screen and then sending the viewers into graveyards and circus shows. God gives human beings two chances primarily to be reformed; smoothly and slowly by those whom we love or fast and cruelly where you need to change or perish. Seventy percent of youth in this nation today are ready to face the second channel of self-reformation. Vamsy is one of them. I don’t pity sinners and criminals. I am one of the worst villains in treating them. I just left Vamsy in the hands of his fate. There are many youth like him India today. Politicians give them money to shout on roads or do hunger strikes for daily-wise payments. Who cares if they live or die? Sonia is interested in her son and Sachin has to build India through his cricket. Others are not celebrities. Ordinary people change only if celebrities say something. Strange no!

10. Now I am using a bicycle to carry out my tasks in our area. I take Srijana and Anand to Dr. Deshmukh (one of the great doctors in India who is also a humanitarian and idealist) riding my bicycle. Many told me that it is outdated and quite abnormal to take them on my bicycle. My son is not Rahul Gandhi and my mother is not someone like Sonia Gandhi. So, it is ok for the time being. When there are 90 dogs and bitches around us, we too feel frustrated to do some things. I will avoid this practice as early as possible. Anand enjoys anything if it is done outdoors. He does not know that he is an Indian now and so I can manage with him for some more days. Then I would admit him in the school of Sonia Gandhi or Sachin Tendulkar where he can learn how to live and think to earn money.

11. I am hearing much about Women’s Bill recently. It does not make any sense in India. As long as a society remains a dust bin, where men and women look for opportunities to exploit all in every possible way, no bill can work wonders. It is just a funny game initiated and played by mastermind Sonia. India is a hell today. Only opportunists and businessmen can live happily in this nation. If my wife is an MLA, I would teach her how to rule people and save enough before quitting her position. All women are not good in India. Check the lifestyles and commitments of women in politics in India today for truths in this regard. Even if there are some good women, other bad men change them fast and pull them into their filth of immorality and corruption. I will encourage Srijana to join Congress party if Women’s Bill gets through because Sonia will teach her so many things about Indian politics. Sashi Tharoor joined this party to learn more about India which he failed to achieve while at the UNO earlier. Congress is a party of intellectuals and visionaries who know what to make India and where to keep Indians even in 2050. I can’t visualize a better India as long as there is Congress party in this nation and anybody supporting such parties. Today political parties mean organized and authorized looting agencies. They struggle hard to ruin the nation on their way of development.

12. When I took Srijana to Kasturba Gandhi College for Women to admit her into her second year course transferring her from the Andhra University, the clerk in this college demanded 1000 rupees to do it. When I said I won’t give it, Gangappa said, “Remember that she has to study here for two years!”. I did not know how to teach him anything because 90% Indians are like him – begging and living, instead of struggling and excelling in life. I wrote a letter to then principal. She was a bitch and so there was no reply from her. Srijana told me something about the characteristics of girls studying in this college. They bring more money from their homes and enjoy their lives year. It is just the name and there is nothing worthwhile going on here. I did not set fire to this college because women’s rights organizations and human rights activists fight against me, not against the college’s management or Sonia Gandhi, the heir of values and standards of Kasturba Gandhi. Indians fight with helpless and voiceless folks around them like me, not with Sonia Gandhi or Rahul Gandhi because they belong to Gandhi family and it means gods and goddesses. Among such Indians, what can I do with that bastard? If I had spiritual powers at that time, I would have cut his legs and hands and throw him on to the road. I propose killing rogues and criminals in public places without moving to police stations or courts of law to meet more criminals and sinners there who kept India like this for decades. Do not try to change criminals; just kill them wherever they are. The case is settled there itself. Just ensure that nobody watched you when you are doing it. Criminals at police stations and courts further harass you if they see their brothers and sisters being killed on roads. Thus you are saving your fellow Indians from their crimes and sins further.

13. I saw some films presenting solutions to save India from the corrupt bastards. Nothing they suggested works in India today. My strategy is simple. Collect the details of every politician, businessman, celebrity and every such other Indian who is ruining this India, and kill them one after one. Not only that, kill anybody that comes to investigate into that case as an officer. Nobody is exempted from this list including those that produced movies of virtues being themselves criminals and sinners behind the screen. If nature fails to uproot these bastards and bitches from this soil soon through natural calamities or man-made disasters, I must take up that issue with my team. Now I am contemplating this theme and its action plan. Police, lawyers, judges, doctors, actors, sportsmen, fake gurus and all such other sinners are part of this list. Thousands of my team members involve in this task. They are all extraordinary intellectuals and great idealists aged between 20 and 90. Nobody can reach them nor do anything against them. I welcome criminal cases against me in this regard if anybody can do it in India. Many become lawyers and judges in this nation after getting qualifications and experience. I became a judge after studying India for 15 years as a patient individual. A wife and son living with such an extremist Indian certainly experience some discomforts on the way. Srijana and Anand must be experiencing them now. I will write something more about Anand soon.

GROUP DISCUSSION

Sonia: I welcome you all to this special general body meeting. Mr. Manmohan what’s your take on present India?

Manmohan: I stopped applying my skills and values in ruling this country the moment I accepted your leadership and control upon me. In Indian politics, party high command is the supreme authority on anything. This is your country. All the political parties working with us are happy with our portfolio and resource distribution system. I am just a nominal role player here. You know better than me about India. I can simply say that it is the best democracy in the world. I read it somewhere in a book in my childhood. I am happy with that statement. Rest is history. You built it. You are maintaining it. We are your loyal servants.

Sonia: Mr. Rahul. How are you?

Rahul: India is ours. Nehru, Indira Gandhi, Rajiv Gandhi, Sonia Gandhi and then Rahul Gandhi. I am moving from place to place in India to understand it more than you. As a leader of Congress party, you are suffering a lot to rule this country. I can’t burden you to take me on tours to interior India for my personal research. I am handling it on my own now. Karuna Nidhi made his son Deputy Chief Minister warning others that he must be their next Chief Minister. If a politician has a son or daughter, they rule their regions after their death or voluntary retirement. Educated youth spend watching cricket, poor people spend their time working hard for their basic amenities, employees are happy with their jobs and unions, other fools enjoy themselves watching films and going to clubs and pubs. We must create and run different evil attractions to every segment of people in this country so that they never think about the real issues of this nation. Then it is easy to rule this country. You can make anybody the President of this nation based on their blind loyalty to our Congress party. By this I mean Nehru family and his heirs. Keep working hard to present me as the next Prime Minister of this country. I play my role to attract crazy and worthless youth in colleges and poor people in huts.

Sonia: Mr. Chidambaram! How is law and order scenario in India?

Chidambaram: I owe you a lot for bringing me into this cool portfolio madam. I toiled much as a finance minister earlier. I am working hard to curb naxalism in this country. We should kill them brutally investing any amount of money. We can’t curb corrupt and unethical people in this country because they are the supporters and guides of our historical party after independence. Let us encourage celebrities like Indra Nooyi, Sachin Tendulkar and Vijay Mallya. Pepsi and Coca Cola companies sell useless drinks to Indians. They drink them a lot because they are basically sheep. They do anything if it is a fashion. They don’t question anything. Sachin Tendulkar spoils crazy Indians to a great extent. They spend watching cricket because it does not expect them to think or worry about anything happening in this country now. Then our crazy boy Vijay produces alcoholic drinks and releases his spectacular calendar every year. Madam, is it not a comedy that millions of Indians enjoy smoking, chewing, drinking and talking about nonsense always. We are earning hugely making them drunkards, smokers and pimps. I admit that some suffer and many die in this business but rich are happy to that extent. If we supply more condoms freely, anybody can go to anybody and do whatever they like with them. Sex is a basic instinct. We must not ask Indians to sleep with their life partners only. Let them sleep with anybody. We must encourage it. For that matter, what are our politicians, businessmen and celebrities doing now? Some go abroad and many do it here only. Excessive easy money and leisure make many things. They enjoy at personal level using these methods and teach values to others in campaigns and guest lectures. The other day we sent Mr. Prasad to teach lessons to management students also. We must teach Indians how to earn a lot of money and then spend it in any way they like. I mean we must make sheep from people and keep them so forever. If they start thinking about India, we can’t sit here comfortably. Naxals are not at all an issue for us. Forget it madam. If we uproot them from this soil, then every politician, celebrity and businessmen can earn in billions and save more in foreign banks. India is essentially a poor country. If it becomes a developed country, then Obama, World Bank and other people and institutions do not lend us money. A beggar only can ask for money from a rich fellow. I am happy to see India as a poor country forever. What a fun madam!

Sonia: Ms. Mamata Banerjee, are you doing well?

Mamata: I would take all lucrative railway projects to my home state West Bengal only. I have soon elections there. Jyothi Basu ruined our state for decades. I should grab political power from those old-fashioned leftists this time at any cost. I know that I am a central minister. In my homemade dictionary it means “an authority to develop my state”. Which minister in our cabinet has guts to question my moves in this regard? The fact is ministers work here for their benefits and to develop their states minding their local politics. Who is bothered about India now? Many send me reports and applications begging me to allocate funds and projects to their states also. I can’t think about anything in this nation until I become the Chief Minister of West Bengal. I am a leader of masses. I wear simple dresses and lead a simple life unlike many politicians in this nation. Don’t you compare me with Mahatma Gandhi? Bengalis are also Indians. If my state develops, it is the development of India also. Don’t worry about me. I never take any measure to develop this nation equally and justifiably. It is not in the minds of our politicians. Our policy is divide and rule. Since the white people spent more time in our state, I practice this principle more effectively. If we develop some states only more, others move to that place. It facilitates cultural exchange. If we serve the same kind of costly food to all, nobody finds it interesting to eat. We must throw a little here and there. They quarrel among themselves and we can play our leader roles there happily. Indians must suffer always. Only then women like me also can become cabinet ministers. For your information, that is the history of 90% of MPs and ministers in our Parliament. Let’s continue this tradition. As our honorable PM says often in other countries, India is the best democracy in the world. Here any Tom or Dick or Lucy can become any minister or leader. You are the captain of our ship. Should I educate you more on this old subject? Where there are fools, there are brainless leaders.

Sonia: Mr. Pranab Mukherjee, what do you say about her views and remarks?

Pranab: She is a born leader. I can say nothing about her great views and ideals meant for the development of this nation. I worked hard to make up and present our budget recently. Stealing money wisely and strategically from the voiceless and distributing it to all equally is our policy now. I never say that we can eradicate poverty from India. Should we kill every poor fellow or what to do it? Then who work as laborers in this wretched country. Poverty is the asset of a nation. Our beggars sit at our temples and at any other place where some people come for some noticeable work. Their abject appearance makes every comfortable Indian realize that India is really a poor country even to this date. If they don’t see beggars or sufferers anywhere in this nation, they further get spoilt. They drink more and celebrate more with Pepsi, Coca Cola, Kurkure and such other useless foods in restaurants and hotels. Daily show of poverty before us alerts us to be careful about our future. So, I ensure that this country remains a poor nation forever through my strategic and visionary budget preparation and resource allocation. Don’t worry about all those routine matters. I promise you that I will take every step to see that your son only becomes the Prime Minister of this nation in 2014 elections. All our cabinet ministers work hard for it as long as you do not interfere in our regional politics and measures we take minding those domestic affairs. Rahul is a visionary, intellectual and idealist. India badly needs his guidance now. Shall we collapse our government now and go for mid-term show madam. I mean why more delay? He is already overly matured!

Sonia: Thank you for your enthusiasm! I have some more things to share with you before concluding this session. You must understand and practice them without fail. A stitch in time saves nine. I want every state in India!

Rahul: Mummy, can I go out now. I have to sleep in a hut in Uttar Pradesh today to make them believe that I am also one of them. Is that ok for you?

Sonia: Certainly my darling. Take your sister also. Her appearance can work wonders there. I mean who knows? Everything is possible in this nation. We just need to know how to mobilize people and manage our affairs secretly before making our public appearance. I mean you know what India means and how our family members sacrificed their comforts and lives for this nation for decades. You think I did not become the Prime Minister of this nation because I am a fool! Anyway our cool and silent Manmohan Singhji is there to rule this country on our behalf. Why should we take up that trash on to our head? It earns pity from our loyal fellows in the party and people also. I mean in India we need to rule others earning their pity through our tactics but not honestly and decently. Go ahead my son. There is nothing here for you to learn any more. You are a born leader like Mamtaji! I will send you to Lalooji if you need more lessons about India.

Chidambaram: Madam, we are waiting for your valuable conclusive dialogues.

Sonia: Remember that we sit in our comfortable positions as long as 95% of Indians are distracted from politics and involved in nonsensical and evil avenues of self-destruction or self-control. They should understand that corruption and unrest are part of India and the lives of Indians. Do not take any strong actions against corrupt bureaucrats or businessmen. Let them earn handsomely and keep their money wherever they like. If at all a day comes in future, when the government has to bring back all that black money from the Swiss banks, our wise creatures already smell that news and take away that money from there. When everybody is corrupt, nobody needs to worry to save them from these formal attacks and recovery scenes. Ensure that more and more money is distributed to poor Indians and that they remain daily laborers always. They must get 100 days compulsory work in their regions through this scheme. When they are engaged in something, they don’t think much about other things. If we devise such schemes and policies, which develop India instantly and where every Indian lives happily, then who comes to our useless meetings? We already started spending crores of rupees to bring brainless sheep to our huge and showy meetings in many parts of India before and after elections and on such other occasions. Nobody comes to our meetings if they have enough money with them to buy water packets, biryani parcels and such other small gifts. Where there is an acute need, there is suffering and craving for it. We have money. They have poverty. This friction works wonders. We steal their money strategically and sit in comfortable seats here. Now and then we throw a little of it back to them to further misguide and ruin them. Are we social reformers and intellectuals or what to develop this nation? Our interests and priorities are important for us here. Check the case of Jaya Prakash Narayan in Andhra Pradesh? He left his lucrative collector job and joined the mess of social reformation years ago to change and develop his people. What happened during the recent elections? Only he could win his seat in Kukatpally area. I did not inform our Congress people to grab that seat also for courtesy sake. He is on roads and in slums for years. Let him enjoy that position a little. Telugu people taught him a lesson that they are not ready to be reformed at all. They are happy with their corrupt and immoral politicians. They are basically sheep. They don’t worry about anything except their crazy personal lives and daily enjoyment in some way. Discussing local politics, watching films, listening to FM radios, reading newspapers, staring at showy celebrities and rich politicians are their hobbies. People like Jaya Prakash suffer immensely in this nation because Indians are essentially sheep. They never think broadly and plan to develop India. If they had thought and behaved so, I would have moved to Italy years ago. What is there in India which one can’t find in Italy? I am here to enjoy this daily live drama centered on poor people and rich ones exploiting them publicly. Where there are more fools and buffoons, there anybody can become a leader. Is it possible in Italy or the US? Educated people question their leaders and keep their politics a little sensible and meaningful. Uneducated and foolish people like Indians welcome villains to guide them for courtesy sake. They don’t question others because they depend on Karma theory. It is their fate that I should head this nation sitting in this thrown. It is their fate that Rahul Gandhi becomes the next Prime Minister of this nation. Any way Mr. Manmohan can’t work actively by that time. Youth should enter politics in 2014 only. What is wrong if that starts with my young son only? Is not Rahul youth? Is not Priyanka youth? I mean is not India the family property of our Congress party? Gandhi died for this nation. Indira died for this nation. Many of our Congressmen also died during these 60 years. I mean martyrs only deserve leadership positions in cursed nations like India. I know some people cry here and there for a better India and the need of a positive change. Let them cry endlessly. They can do nothing. What could Vivekananda, Mahatma Gandhi or Patel do for this nation? One preached a lot to Indians asking them to change. One walked on roads to achieve independence for India. One worked hard to make up India a large and beautifully arranged nation after partition. Who are talking about them now? Ramakrishna Mission is printing books at low prices and distributing them to cricket fans and Pepsi lovers? They read them for a while and throw them somewhere. We are printing Gandhi’s image on currency notes for courtesy sake. We read a little in books about poor Patel. How many Indians are talking about these great Indians today voluntarily? Others must encourage them a lot to do it. Comfortable Indians are no more worried about other poor Indians. They enjoy watching cricket, drinking Coca Cola, eating Bingo and dancing in clubs. This is the spirit of true liberty and modernity in any nation. Let them do whatever they like. As long as they don’t interfere in our corrupt and bloody politics, we don’t interfere in their nasty and crazy lifestyles. Let them get any number of diseases and disorders and die in hospitals and old age homes. Death is inevitable. Some die early and others go away a little late. India is stuffed with the problem of over population. Better if many die on their own due to our corrupt and selfish politics. Natural calamities are welcome for us. Our party men can grab money from those voluntary donations and our formal funding also. I mean who hates money. We must take up useless and short-term projects only to keep India always poor because Indians want it badly. Politics means attractive tricks and strategic attacks. Grab political power resorting to any measure. We must retain our hold of power in every possible state. More and more Congress MPs must come to Parliament during these few years. It makes my task of making Rahul Gandhi Prime Minister easy. I know that MLAs, MPs, ministers and chief ministers in this nation do not have any individuality of their own. Learn lessons from Rosaiah in Andhra Pradesh. He always says “I am just her representative here. Don’t ask me anything. Burn this state or die on your own. I have nothing to say about it”. Don’t start new political parties. What happened to Chiranjeevi in Andhra Pradesh? He slipped into an inescapable mud now! He does not know to continue there or come out of it. Politicians change at any time and for any minor reason. Continue this trend created and followed by us. Deal strategically with regional parties because we need them to somehow cook soup at the centre and set up a combined circus. Take whatever you want. Just ensure that my son becomes PM next time. Is it clear? Take care!

I invited the souls of these people to talk in my world honestly and openly.

RAGGING

Recently I saw a girl at an Internet Café in our area downloading images related to youth culture. I enquired her if she was doing it to do some project. I thought she was a student of theater arts or fashion technology. She said she is a student of engineering. There are many engineering colleges in this region because there are many businessmen in our state also. She felt embarrassed to talk to me. Later the owner of that Internet café told me that she was doing it to satisfy the interests of her seniors at her engineering college as part of their ragging toward her. I hated her after knowing this truth because she was uncomfortable to talk with an unfamiliar fellow at an Internet café but happy to do the rubbish instructed by her seniors. Find my observations on this issue below:

1. Ragging cannot be avoided at colleges and universities by legislations until boys and girls change and realize how to deal with their idiotic and unscrupulous seniors.

2. Rich boys and girls join these colleges and universities to spend their time happily. For them happiness means doing what they like, not minding what others think about it. Ragging is just a part of their enjoyments on their campuses.

3. 60% of rich people in India today would have earned their money and assets through corrupt and dishonest ways through jobs or other avenues. They are basically dogs and bitches. They don’t have time to teach anything to their children at home because they spend their time with other dogs and bitches in other places. The children of such dogs and pigs spoil a college or university environment. Principal or other staff there does little against them because they are afraid of rich villains in this nation. If a girl is raped or if a boy commits suicide due to ragging, it is just a little piece of news for us outsiders because we take every issue as a common thing in this bloody and nasty nation built by Sonia Gandhi, Manmohan Singh, Rahul Gandhi, Sachin Tendulkar and Chidambaram. Don’t say this to them. Chidambaram allocates a budget to get you and me killed like he is doing with naxalites in India. He is an intellectual of our nation. Ordinary people have no right to talk about him.

4. Most of the beautiful girls do not trust good people because they look simple and worthless externally. They run after cheats and scoundrels. Later they get cheated. They blame their parents and society but it is time for them to assess their character first. If something good or bad happened to us when we are between 20 and 80, it is because of our character and fate, not because of others. Do not blame others when something bad happens to you because of your thoughts and behavior once or now. I heard about many famous girls and women involved in prostitution to exhibit their carefree culture and modernity. In open culture, anybody can do anything because it is what you are also doing there. You deserve ragging by dogs and bitches if you are a cowardly dog or bitch at your end. Learn to know your status in the society and maintain it being bold, intelligent and cautious wherever and whenever necessary. Others have no time to pity and save you when you spend time talking on phones, playing video games and dancing in clubs and pubs. If you are a dog or bitch, only such people encourage and admire you publicly or secretly. You are building your life, not I.

5. Girls and women must have an individuality of their own. If they allow their parents and relatives to decide everything for them, they remain show pieces to others. Nobody admires a show piece for long. If somebody is admiring you for long irrationally or illogically, it means he is either a fool or a lover like me. Intelligent and ideal people don’t like your presence also as long as you do not develop an identity and individuality of your own in a positive and appreciable way. How are you different from a dog or bitch on road? Answer this to yourself.

6. 90% of boys and men in this nation think like pimps. If a girl or woman exhibits her beauty in public places, they use words like chic and fuck. It means they are treating you like a prostitute. Indians are still not matured enough in understanding women and treating them decently. A rape case can take place at any time in your village, town or city. Certainly others pity you after you are raped. Newspapers write about your case, women’s rights wings make some fuss about it, others talk about it for sometime, your friends and relatives pity you and such many other publicity things occur around you. You are a piece of news for them. Rapes take place in a nation of anarchy. You discuss others’ cases when you are safe and I discuss your case when you are victimized. Ultimately the victim is “an Indian girl or woman”. Are you sure you are never going to be that one? Do not just discuss problems, find out solutions and know how to keep yourself and others away from them. Then you become a brilliant Indian. Killing rapists publicly is just one measure. When do you girls and women learn this virtue and practice it in India? Police and lawyers are not your saviors. They are just observers and commentators. Don’t trust them. They are living in India, not in the US. Their daughters, wives and relatives are also victims here. We talk about them. They don’t do it. It is all the difference.

7. A girl can be happy when she develops a network of good male friends. A girl can’t help another girl when a rogue is approaching to rape or kill one of them. A reckless and ferocious boy can do it. A boy can live happily in India without girls but a girl can’t do it without good boys in her network. You should know who are good boys and remain in their network of care and guidance for you always. A boy knows well about the bad thoughts and acts of other boys. Seek that knowledge from your boyfriends, lovers, husbands and fathers and know how to behave outside. Love good people and be in touch with them to find this world beautiful and enjoyable. If you always spend with bad boys, you can never enjoy your life in a decent and ideal way which can be appreciated by others also.

8. Express your modernity in treating your villains effectively, not in sleeping with others for chances in films, serials, games, sports, jobs and other venues of fame and money. Fame and money make you a prostitute in the long run. Individuality and values make and retain you as a good girl or woman. It means you are pure honey. Then good bees come in search of you for your friendship and guidance. Be admired and followed by 10 good boys instead of 10000 bad boys and men. Film heroines have bad admirers and classical dancers have good admirers. Many rich boys and men talk like this about a heroine “Can we afford her?’. They treat her as a prostitute. They admire her in public places differently because they want that good image to live in India. Indian males are the worst lot in the world. You need to spend a lifetime with them to really understand them. Classical dancers have a little fame only compared to film heroines but their 10 real admirers are equal to a crore unethical and unreliable fans of our flashy and showy show girls on screen. How many of you consider a film heroine a goddess? I mean a goddess for whom you want to die because she represents great character, admirable values and reliable standards. Many film heroines in this nation think that they achieved a lot. Yes, they achieved a lot like those in circus shows. Once the show is over, nobody is bothered about them really. They are buffoons meant for entertaining rogues and scoundrels in this nation. I am one of them.