This photo was shot on 24 October, 2012, around 3:30 p.m. IST, in our mango garden, by hills, near village Ramayyapatnam, in Visakhapatnam district, by my cousin Bala.
A restless psychic journey through the mysterious valleys of life, nature, thoughts, beauty and dreams, along with Sajani, an aerial angel of beauty and divinity.
October 24, 2012
July 17, 2012
DEAR SISIR
Dear Sisir,
It was one year ago,
on 17 July 2011, by 10:30 a.m., you were born into this material world as a
beautiful creature. You left us by 4:00 p.m. on 25 September, 2011. You planned
and executed your short stay perfectly. It must be part of your Karmic schedule.
Souls take different births and desert those material abodes of existence as
per their destiny. I don’t know when and how a soul starts and ends its
journey. It’s a mystery of occurrences devised and directed by God. I am
playing a nominal role in this universe of many wonders and puzzles.
I have been observing
many births and deaths around me every day but not worrying much about them
because I am selfish as a materialist. I always think about those that belong
to me closely. I felt blissful seeing your beauty because I have been an
admirer of beauty for long. Later I understood that you visited me to teach me
a lesson. Humans understand the essence of this life better when they are
filled with remorse and pain than with comforts and happiness. I wanted to see
you as a healthy, beautiful and successful creature growing up towards a
perfect human being. This is typical spirit of millions of parents in this
material world. They know that nothing is permanent in this world but develop a
deep network of relationships and attachments with many phenomena in this
world. They suffer a lot when death approaches them to separate them from all
those material bonds. Death remained as the biggest challenge to humanity
because they cannot win it. It defeats them always.
I believe that those
with a heavy load of sins committed in their previous births live longer and
undergo different phases of life with pain and suffering. Great souls live
shorter and detach themselves from these material attachments quickly. It’s
part of their evolution from ignorance to intelligence and temporary happiness
to permanent bliss. Death is like leaving an old set of clothes and wearing a
new one for spiritualists. Materialists also know this truth but they cannot
withstand the pain of loss occurring in their lives this way.
How and when does a
soul decide to take a birth? Can it choose its place of birth based on its
Karma? Where does a soul go soon after deserting its material body? Is there a
God or supernatural power supervising the schedules of millions of souls in
this universe? Where does He live? How does He appear? Why can’t ordinary human
beings understand the mystery of this universe? Why does God remain intangible
and inaccessible to creatures in this universe? Who is managing the process of
rotation of earth planet continuously and its simultaneous run around sun? Why
the availability of oxygen only up to a point of distance in atmosphere? How
are trees bearing flowers and fruit perfectly depending on their seasons every
year?
Sensitive and
helpless humans encounter different questions in their lives. They don’t get
reliable and comprehensible answers to many of those questions, which help them
understand the secrets of life and death. Ignorance makes man foolish and
selfish. We love many things and creatures deeply ignoring the fact that they
desert us soon. We develop different kinds of qualities, emotions and passions
thinking and acting selfishly towards others. We think we are different from
others. The fact is all are equal in this universe. Pain and suffering are
inseparable elements of life on this earth. No creature is happy here. Nobody
knows where he goes after death.
How can I express my
sense of loss and pain caused due to your departure from this world earlier
than visualized? I cried on the day of your departure. I did not cry for you
afterwards because it must be the role of a creature, who partly understood the
reality of births and deaths in this abode. As a spiritualist, one should not
develop bond with anybody or anything strongly in this world. As a materialist,
one cannot live meaningfully without developing deep bonds with many things in
this universe. When I think that I don’t belong to anything here, I cannot love
or hate anything. It’s a dull life with zero passion for entities and phenomena
of this material world. Such life looks boring to God. So, He makes man crave
for many things in this world. They struggle a lot for many possessions and
attractions in their material lives. I took you like a jewel in my material
life. I did not expect you to desert me that early. I don’t know about our
short or long relationship as souls. When and where did we live closely earlier
as bodies of passion and emotion? Where did we part? When do we meet again?
I finalized an inspiring
name for you. I dreamt of your glorious life ahead of my material existence
also. Man plans for 100 years for his children. The bond between parents and
their children cannot be defined and described by anybody. I don’t know why
parents love their children that deeply. They do anything for them irrationally
and illogically. This phenomenon is more in India. Indians live and die for
their children. They think and plan a lot for them throughout their lives. This
is pure selfishness and foolishness. Such selfish and foolish creatures realize
one day that nobody is permanent in this world. They sit around their dead
bodies and cry a lot. They know that the value of a body without a soul in it
is zero. We must move the lifeless entity to graveyard. Man chooses to suffer
continuously believing in lies and shadows around him. What are you thinking
about me understanding me from this perspective of an ordinary human being? In
which form are you living now? Where are you now?
Life is like an
interesting drama with talented artistes and attractive setting all around.
Some are consuming alcohol to celebrate it. Some are dancing madly to beautify
it. Some are neglecting it without interest in it. One without interest in
one’s life does not die immediately despite his desire for it. One with deep
attachments with many does not live long despite his choice for it. Life and
death occur beyond our control. We must play our role between our birth and
death. For the soul, inside the body, it’s an opportunity to grow spiritually
and detest this cycle of births and deaths. It must crave for birthlessness and
unity with God. Sinners love material world and keep suffering in it taking a
number of births and deaths. Saints love God and spend in His blissful world. You
know these truths. You left me early to make me realize these truths better.
You played the role of a guest in my life. You are such a guest in my life whom
I always remember. Your life in relation to my material body may be short but
my memories attached to that small phase of your material existence are deeper
and strong.
Many creatures are
suffering deeply in this world recollecting the deaths of their dearest ones.
Some are committing suicides due to their failures in love and such other
material relationships. I wonder to observe the acts of these innocent
creatures. We take births to undergo pains related to our souls. Life means
pain, struggle and suffering. We toil to make it happy artificially. When the
essence of life on this earth is gloom, how can we turn it into heaven? We
should not terminate our life by choice because we should live our Karma
completely in every body we take as per our schedule. It’s like spending our
money saved in our bank account. If we deposited much, we can withdraw more. If
we have a little only in it, we can take back that much only. We should not
close our account through our death but by transactions with our bank. We
should live every phase of our life to clear the burdens of our soul. We can
postpone the burden of our soul, but cannot erase it. It follows us.
Natural death is part
of our natural life. Suicide is an artificial act and a heinous crime from the
perspective of God. He expects every creature to play its destined role
completely in this world. He has no special love or hatred towards any creature
in this universe. He ensures that every creature is living and dying according
to its Karma. He is like an ideal bank manager. He does not give you, which
does not belong to you, and He does not take, which belongs to you. You must
spend your Karma. He manages this process as an impartial entity. We should not
blame God for anything happening in our life because He is not responsible for
it but we. It is the lesson you taught me.
My dear son, I have
your photos and videos with me. I see them now and then to recollect the little
past you had with us. My sense of loss keeps increasing in course of time. Pain
in heart is like wine in a bottle. Its depth, value and essence keep improving along
with the age of creature but never decrease. It’s my role to suffer thinking
about you. I believe that you took another birth somewhere. Many souls are in
this process. I believe that you are also one of such souls. Some have
admirable past accounts. Some have pitiable spiritual accounts. Every soul must
live as per the nature of its account. We cannot steal anything from other
accounts nor lend part of ours to others. God is an omnipresent and omnipotent
accounts manager. We cannot cheat and misguide Him.
I love you Sisir
Kiran Varma. I love your beauty. I like your birth and the little role of
existence with us. You visited and deserted us in such a way that nobody can
criticize you. You kept everything plain and easily comprehensible before us.
Your mother cannot write a letter like me. She does not know about the essence
of human life as deeply as me. Your brother Anand Sagar Varma is not as
intelligent and visionary as you. I am sending you love and best wishes on
behalf of them also.
With tears,
Your
former father,
Datla
Chiranjeevi Raju.
January 9, 2012
January 6, 2012
RELIANCE NETCONNECT
Dear Sir/Madam,
I am writing this
email to you to complain against the inefficient, defective, careless and
immoral business services of the following business associate of Reliance
Communications.
Address and other
details of your service agent against whom I am complaining to you:
B
Butchi Raju,
Local
Business Associate,
Reliance
Communications.
Sandil
Enterprises,
Yanamala
Shopping Complex,
Gaddi
Market, Shop No.1-3,
Tuni-533
401, East Godavari District,
Andhra
Pradesh.
Email
id: rajbonagiri_17@rediffmail.com
Cellphone
No: 9394023888.
Complaint
1
Recently I paid my
postpaid Reliance bill at this service center believing that they would do it
as per the standards of Reliance Communications. They did not do it in time.
Later I got a call from the Reliance executives informing me to pay the bill.
Because these folks did not credit my amount of bill to Reliance network in
time, I had to be called up by others. I did not like it because I have been using
Reliance Postpaid connection for the last five years and I always paid my bills
in time. Because of the inefficient and immoral business activities of this
idiot, I had to be considered as a bad customer of Reliance Communications. I
am a writer and idealist of high standards. I don't like somebody informing me
to do something because I teach the world morals and standards of life.
Complaint
2
I bought a Reliance
Netconnect USB Modem (India's superfast Wireless Broadband with Speed up to 3.1
Mbps) from this idiot in Tuni on 22 December, 2011, for 1500 rupees. As per the
literature given on the cover carrying this device and the promise of this
agent, I must get 3.1 Mbps speed at least once a day or night but it never
happened so far. My Netconnect speed never went beyond 100 Kbps. When I
contacted Butchiraju about it, he said that it would be like that only and he
has no time to answer it or check it at my home through field visit. He talked
with me like a mentally retarded rogue when I was talking with him about this
issue of lowest Internet speed at my end at home all the day and night.
Based on the above
complaints, the essence of my complaints can be summarized as follows, for
which I require immediate disciplinary action against him and his business unit
in Tuni.
1.
Butchiraju is not a capable person to deal properly with Reliance
Communications customers. He is not working well with customers in terms of
services related to postpaid bills and Netconnect.
2.
I was deeply insulted due to his careless, vulgar and immoral talk and behavior
towards me so far. Since Reliance Communications authorized such a worthless
fellow to deal with me, an honorable citizen and individual of this nation, and
a customer of Reliance Communications for the last five years, I am planning to
file a case against Reliance Communications at the High Court of Andhra Pradesh
to demand a compensation of 10 lac rupees.
3.
The franchise/trade license accorded to Butchi Raju from Reliance Communications
for Tuni area must be cancelled immediately and another capable and intelligent
person must be recruited for this crucial position. Many educated and
uneducated customers of Reliance Communications cannot complain to the
respective authorities in all cases like mine because it is not possible for
them in reality but the fact is he tortures and insults many Reliance customers
if he is not removed from this position.
4. Butchiraju of
Sandil Enterprises must come to me along with a high level Reliance
Communications executive and apologize for what he did towards me so far
representing Reliance Communications.
For me Reliance Communications means Anil Ambani but not Butchiraju and so I
expect Reliance Communications to follow international standards in terms of
customer service.
5.
An authorized and authoritative representative of Reliance Communications must
come to my home and ensure that I am receiving 3.1 Mbps Internet speed through
this wireless broadband connection. If they fail to do so, I will proceed
legally against Reliance Communications. Butchiraju may be a brainless idiot in
this area but what are the folks of Reliance Communications doing at top level.
Licenses to represent Reliance Communications must not be given to inefficient,
immoral and dirty rogues of India like Butchiraju. He does not know the
difference between Kbps and Mbps also and so he was arguing with me like a
mentally retarded person, in this regard.
If I fail to receive
proper reply, reaction and service from you in this regard, both by email
immediately, and through field visit to redress these issues, within the
earliest possible time, I will deal with you through my advocate. Reliance
Communications is not authorized to play with the lives of customers like this.
You will understand this fact when I meet you at that level.
I do not like
courtesy replies from you but legally sufficient and morally substantial
complaint resolution action on field.
Since I am living in
a democratic country and as a sensible and sensitive citizen of India I am
supposed to redress issues peacefully, I am sending you this email. If I have
to behave like a radical to change this society and idiots like Butchiraju, I
think I must kill him for the silent crimes he is committing in Tuni representing
Reliance Communications.
The details of my
Reliance Netconnect connection:
RSN RZTCDC110460150
MDN
09393436562
SDCA Andhra Pradesh
SERVICE
PLAN Prepaid_HSD
MODEL AC2737
COMMODITY
NAME Wireless Data Modem
HSD USB Card
NAME
OF MANUFACTURER ZTE Corporation
SERVICE
PROVIDER Reliance
Communications Infrastructure Ltd.
My Present Address:
Datla
Chiranjeevi Raju,
C/o
Datla Satya Narayana Raju,
Devi
Nagar, Payakaraopeta,
Visakhapatnam
District,
Andhra
Pradesh.
My Cellphone No:
9396872652
My Email id:
rajayogi@live.com
To partly understand
my life and character, visit my following blog sites.
Thank you.
Sincerely,
Datla
Chiranjeevi Raju,
Visakhapatnam,
India.
http://virahini.blogspot.com
http://dcraju.blogspot.com
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I sent this complaint to netconnect.broadband@relianceada.com on 25 December, 2011. I got some automated replies from them. One or two partly personalized emails were there. Nobody contacted me so far to resolve this issue. When I checked online for other reliable sources to get this problem resolved, there was almost nothing I could do. I called one of their executives but she told me to contact somebody else. I checked the local Reliance Communicatons phone numbers but none of them is functioning.
These are the standards of services Mr. Anil Ambani is providing to Indians. This is why I call him a dirty rogue of India. When he does not have ethics, he does every kind of business in India but without quality and reliability. I am supposed to send emails, call folks at different levels, go through a series of complaint redressal procedures and so on for the mistake of taking a Reliance Netconnect connection.
Shall I kill Anil Ambaini to save India?
Shall I kill Butchiraju because he is essentially a rogue and Reliance chose him?
Shall I contact Manmohan Singh or Sonia Gandhi to get this issue resolved?
If there are Naxalites in India, it is because of businessmen like Anil Ambani. He starts 100 businesses on one day but cannot handle them well later. The victims are Indians.
The fundamental responsibility of Ambani is to learn about ethics and standards instead of running on roads for physique. Otherwise he should close all his business ventures and sleep at home.
When they state 3.1 Mbps broadband speed on their sales cover, they must provide it 100% to every customer and if they cannot do it, they should not get into this business field. From this perspective, I consider Mr. Anil Ambani one of the biggest corporate criminals in India.
How many broadband Internet users in India can complain to relevant authorities when they fail to get promised services from their service providers?
How long can one like me wait to get a solution in cases of this order?
How many can hire advocates to argue cases like this?
How many can go to courts of law in India to settle issues of this nature?
If I am selling a product or service worth even one rupee, I must be morally and legally responsible for the quantity and quality of it to any customer that buys it from me. I must perfectly answer the questions of my customer with patience because I made a promise to him while selling it publicly. It is not happening in India now.
Many are providing mobile communication and Internet supply services in India but almost everybody of them is violating the given promises in the delivery of services. For them, doing business in India means cheating customers publicly. Manmohan always supports their businesses and growth in the world's biggest democracy.
If Anil Ambani or anybody supporting his business ventures in India has guts to talk with me on any platform in India, I am ready for it.
I am not furious just with Anil but many such high level rogues in India. Their customer complaint resolution process is so lengthy, irritating and worthless that we often feel like killing them but how many of us Indians, suffering silently in our places across India, are authorized to do it. They kill us stamping us as criminals, Naxalites or anti-social elements. They never reform high level criminals and sinners but torture those innocent, honest and morally appreciable citizens of India, every day. You can experience it regularly if you are living and moving in any part of India, honestly and decently.
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