Digboy: Again it was Congress that made it possible in the three states in India in the recent elections. You think India perishes soon?
Anveshana: Millions of people are suffering from many fatal diseases across India. Accidents, natural calamities and environmental hazards are not new to Indians. They can bear with Congress. They want it. They live it. Because I am also living along with them, I also need to consider them intelligent and visionary in their choices. I believe Congress up to Nehru was good and after that it degraded to the stages of bad, worse and worst. I don't think there are better alternatives for the people to choose from the lot available. When there are 100 thieves and dacoits before us, we must be ready to choose one of them to be considered normal by our contemporaries.
Digboy: How did you react to the natural calamity that occurred recently in Andhra Pradesh?
Anveshana: I took note of the things that happened and remained quiet. It was a huge loss of lives and property in four districts. Many donated in large scale. Gentleman Rosiah requested the people to donate and save the victims because he has no funds to help them. He requested the people also to run into the Nallamala forest region recently when Y S R missed in that area. He always depends on people only. Begging in a rich and formal style is the order of the day. The poor beg the state governments and they beg the central government and it begs international organizations. I heard that many Congress people took away the money and material that came for the aid of the affected. Today politicians and businessmen are looking for opportunities to benefit from others' suffering and dead bodies also. Vultures live eating corpses to keep the nature clean. Pigs do it in a different way to keep our surroundings acceptable to some extent. Our politicians and peoples' representatives are omnipresent and omnipotent poisonous creatures. They bite anybody when they are hungry for money, influence and public image. I pity these victims because it is what any ordinary man can do in this nation. We can take stock of the bad occurrences and comment on them helplessly as civilized citizens of this nation. I believe the perfect way to cleanse the present systems is every good man killing four bad men in his access and it should happen in a big way across the nation. When 60% of villains spoil a society, the remaining should apply their bravery and intelligence to kill them. I believe Manmohan allocates some money to deploy his defense forces to shoot me because I am discussing a good truth amid many beautiful lies in this nation. Truth is unwanted here. Show business and blind loyalty to the powerful are the guiding factors here. Nature settles matters soon. Hope for the best. I am subject to Darwin’s natural selection. By this I mean, nature saves me when my present is not sure of my future!
Digboy: What is the state of India in terms of religion and spiritualism?
Anveshana: Anybody can do anything in this highly liberal and model democracy. Our doors are open to all. Our hearts can accommodate any pain or insult. Our nation can bear with anybody or anything. Prime ministers beg the blessings of Satya Sai Baba and many other celebrities frequent such people and places. Blind loyalty and utter stupidity are our norms. If a thousand rogues start a cult, a million would be in the queue to follow them blindly. I hate them. Religion is an established institution of blind beliefs and sound practices aiming at a peaceful and prosperous life at all levels. I don't like many things Hindus are doing today like offering in millions to Lord Venkateshwara. They don't give even 100 rupees to a helpless woman in their locality but try to ask her to come to their beds at night for any price, if she knows that many Indians can be such immoral dogs in reality. Hindus are world-famous actors in their real lives. This is why India is like this. Christians wish to extend their religion to every part of the world. This is going to be a big threat to other religions and faiths in near future. It is a kind of religious colonization. India and Hinduism are greatly being affected due to widespread increase of Christianity in this highly tolerant and ignorant nation. If Americans in the US can leave their nation to Hindus by 2025 as part of their highly open and admirable culture, as we see it today, then I would give India to America. Then, 80% of Muslims in the world today have acquired a bad image due to the fundamentalist activities of 20% of their race. It is up to them how to settle this global issue. If they fail to control their mad groups and their setups in parts of the world, there will be a day in future when everyone talks with a Muslim considering him a secret terrorist or rapist or lunatic. Nobody trusts them and they can't trust others. Other religions do not play harmful roles in India or world. Spiritualism is our effort to understand our life after death and soul and our reformation from the bad to the good following the virtues our seers taught and our scriptures laid out. Spiritualists do not associate themselves with any religion and their goal is to love others and change others through peaceful and unbiased methods and practices. This world would be prosperous and peaceful when every religion understands spiritualism and practices it without hating other faiths and followers. It may not happen in near future because our collective human destiny deserves more unrest, pain and suffering.
Digboy: How can we change this world?
Anveshana: We can't change this world. There are millions of souls in this universe living in various forms in different habitats. Each living creature has a set and unchangeable schedule to be lived as per its Karma. Some have to undergo severe pain and suffering and some others have to enjoy like anything. Their respective Karma accounts dictate how they should live and die. If this world is changed into a heaven, where there is no pain and stress at all to any living creature, then it is against the course of nature's order and God's will. We enjoy a film when there are many twists and when there is severe tragedy in particular. God also enjoys such happenings in this world. So, human world means pain and suffering always. We discuss formulae to avoid them but it is impossible. Sins and crimes are the characteristics of many creatures in all the ages. We need to learn to live along with them. This universe doesn't disappear after a calamity like many are predicting now. God does not direct and produce short and boring films which end abruptly. He wants long stories and highly interesting, shocking and awakening scenes in it. Certified and experienced buffoons often state that our universe ends in 2012 because they want others to read their nonsense based on their sensational and horrific predictions. They are mere jokers in the story of God.
Digboy: Why should anybody visit India today?
Anveshana: To believe that a billion idiots and rogues can simply sit at their homes allowing tens of them to misguide them and exploit them in every imaginable way, publicly and privately. I believe India is a big circus show today. We go to temples after sleeping with many women. We suffer due to bad rule by those whom we chose once. We spoil our places and go to America to appreciate them. We Indians are world-famous beggars and lunatics because we don't use the insights from lessons but read them again and again for formality or courtesy sake. We appreciate America and everything Obama does because we are beggars depending on their economic growth. We don't know how to live on our own without borrowing thoughts from others. We prepared our constitution also that way and nobody tried to burn it completely and write a new one taking today’s India and Indians into account. Majority Indians leave things to destiny. They would be active only when a foreigner comes to them to throw some money and material when they are bankrupt or injured due to what they did earlier leaving everything to destiny. They don't act positively and constructively in time but regret their past like anything when something very bad and sad occurs due to their negligence or foolishness in the past. This rule is applicable to our intelligentsia, citizens and governments in India. If any historian or magician in the world wishes to see one billion buffoons in a single net of stupidity and irrationality, he must visit India. I am also a buffoon. I would also show my funny face to such gentleman.
Digboy: How are you authorized to admire any beauty unless it belongs to you? Is it not immorality as per your rules and values?
Anveshana: Some love dogs, some doves and some, sex with multiple partners. Human interests are varied and there is no good definition to goodness and badness. Dog lovers say that they are providing good shelter and food to their pets at their home not leaving them outside like orphans. Animal lovers say that such dog lovers are exploiting the natural rights of such dogs because we know how a dog intends to live when we leave it freely in our liberal streets with many dogs. Bird lovers are also subject to this criticism. Then, there is no shortage of dogs and bitches in this nation who use sex for ultimate pleasure with innumerable partners. Men say that God provided us with certain organs to use them liberally when there are others with similar interests. Government of India is on their side and so, to protect their demands and interests on a large scale, it did everything possible to make free and costly sex accessible and enjoyable to all. Some girls and women expect other good dogs like me to see them and enjoy because they wish to inspire others with their beauty and presence. Unfortunately, my eyes might land upon other female creatures also who wish to limit their shows only to a limited audience with some terms and conditions. In such circumstances, my liberty of admiration is subject to criticism and open discussion. Above all, admirers of beauty are a kind of lunatics in positive way. They walk into woods for nature love, they drop nuts to birds for bird love and they hug snakes and scorpions also for exhibition of their animal love instincts. Being noticed and commented on by others is important to make our life a little messy or controversial; depending on our patience and interest levels for each purpose we set for ourselves. Thus, I am a kind of lunatic, whom some pity and whom some subject to law and order. Disorders and demerits of living creatures make the overall story interesting to watch and comment on. Otherwise what can our critics do?
Digboy: What is the difference between admiration and love?
Anveshana: Love is active participation in the mutually interested personal game with a set goal and admiration is a blind, deaf, mad but sincere dedication and follow-up agenda toward a given person, not minding other’s interest or participation in the game, now or ever after. Love has rationality and meaning to some extent. Admiration goes to any extent, silently or violently, not harming the other partner. Love means selfishness and struggle to reach the goal at any cost. Admiration can start at any time but never ends on any front. Lovers need to be wise and constructive in whatever they do to materialize their dreams associated with their partners. Admirers are ready to face anything on their own and they don’t blame their partner. Love expects many things from the other. Admiration knows only to offer even if the other does not want it. Love means science and admiration means dream. Science is based on proofs and arguments and dream is about imaginations, silence and sacrifice to the fullest, voluntarily. Love is interested in the nearness of body and the related corporal joys but admiration is least bothered about body and physical accessibility. Love expresses its joys and pains publicly. Admiration suffers silently when something unexpected happens to the other. Love is a curable disease and subject to rational analysis. Admiration is an incurable disease beyond others’ assessment and treatment. Mere admiration is more powerful and long-lasting than admiration taking birth from love. Admiration is a concept of dreamers and idealists. Love is a theory and practice of ordinary human beings with poor thoughts and mean acts. Admirers can practice unconditional love toward many but lovers can’t love even their sweetheart or wife if the other goes beyond their solid expectations and calculations. We see the highest form of admiration in creative arts like literature, films, dramas and fraction of it in words of an admirer. Love means a selfish game which may end at any time at anybody’s will or fancy. Pain and suffering arising out of failure of love can cease to exist one day or the other but the pains and suffering of silent admirers end only with their death. There are more lovers in this world than admirers.
Digboy: Can we reach all our feelings and notions to those we love or hate?
Anveshana: It is not possible in many cases and this is why we suffer silently. We love a celebrity and wish to spend a lot of time with her. She has no time or interest to do it from her side and in some cases; she does not even know that we have such madness for her. The issue here is one can’t satisfy the interests of all in a way others want it to be done. In terms of love, we don’t love just one person, bird or animal but we try to project that idea only to cheat others decently. So, we are not able to possess true love for only one person in the present society of many distractions and attractions. Then, we may have a million beautiful thoughts toward a boy but he might be quite foolish or stupid who never likes listening to or reading that long set of our imaginations and dreams. In some cases, we don’t find enough language to put our feelings and notions in writing and reach the same amount of intensity to the other person. Every man and woman, if living in a society with other men and women, never happens to live a completely honest, sincere and pure life in thoughts and actions. Impurity is the inbuilt demerit of man and woman. She dreams high but her body and mind drag her to the stage of a bitch, due to her basic instincts or helplessness. Then, expressing our hatred toward those we hate is even harder issue and concept. I hate every politician, businessman and celebrity spoiling this nation from many respects today but I can’t reach my anger or objection to all of them in the strongest form I can manage because that is the helpless role of a civilized and sensitive human being in the modern society. If God authorizes me one day to take this world into my control and empowers me to make anything happen just with my words, I can change this world into heaven within that short span of time. We know how this world should be but it is not in our control. Thus we must hate God also for His blindness and deafness toward what we want from Him. Even if we hate Him, we are not able to reach that feeling to Him. Even if He receives our feeling of love or hate, He is unable to reply us positively or negatively in a way that others can also comprehend it. Human life is a mystery of many barriers and restrictions imposed by ourselves, nature and God. We must live it because it is our compulsory role. Our religions are based on our beautiful imaginations and strong beliefs because we did not see our respective deities but we adhere to some religion just like that beyond our rationality applied in other respects in our material lives. How many of us question ourselves, “Why should I worship such God who never appears me or listens to me?” We are living in a state of madness for the unreal and the tentative. Evil attracts us like the powerful magnet earth. Virtue is like powerful fire. Everybody knows that it brightens everything around it but we don’t like to touch it. Our feelings and notions give us an identity and image in the society we are living in actively.
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Digboy is a correspondent with Ambusal at Musaba. Anveshana represents the tangible voice of Datla Chiranjeevi Raju. This interview took place between them at Joombia Rain Forest in the Goohusar region of the Western Jokohima around 3:40 p.m. DST (Devil's Standard Time).